You make me
a better person
a better friend
a better lover

But something holds me back
my past
my present
my future

I know with you I would
be safe
be warm
be loved

But there is something that is
stopping me

i used to love his laugh
dream about his eyes
long for his kiss

now i despise his smile
dream about his demise
revenge on my lips

Do Not!
stare at me from across the room

Hide!
your arrant looks, at least try

Look Away!
there is nothing here for you

Boy, don't you know?
You had your chance.

You!
think you get a second chance

No!
find some other girl to play your games

Get out!
leave my heart to mend

Boy, don't you know?
You had your chance.

My heart beats fast in my chest
as friends this is a big step
as a friend in love with a friend
this could be the end of the world.

My knees get weak at the thought
of you sleeping with just a wall between us.

My stomach clenches at the thought
of seeing you every morning as I sip my coffee.

I'm saving up jokes to tell at night
so I can fall asleep to your laugh.

I'm saving up compliments for the day
so I can go to work with your smile.

My heart beats fast in my chest
this could ruin our friendship
as a friend in love with a friend
this may as well be the end of the world.

When we first met
the fact that I would fall for you
never crossed my heart

When we first became friends
the fact the you would break my heart
never crossed my mind

When we first fought
the fact that you would walk away
never crossed my heart

When we first didn't talk
the fact that it would end like that
never crossed my mind