Nothing feels right,
when you're not here.
Every memory of you
runs through my head,
but it's not the same.

To see you smile,
to hear you laugh,
is different than just
trying to remember.

God, do I ever,
miss you.

I could sit here and wait.
Wait for you to say,
what I've been wanting,
needing to say.

The best thing for me to do
right now,
is to leave you alone.
At least until I can speak.
Speak the words
that will be best understood.

Three little words,
from my lips,
would say it all,
but I don't think you're ready.

It was the dark
that held me.
Laying on the grass
collecting dew,
breathing steam.

The moon,
the stars,
black wrapped me up,
and held me.

Then,
there was you.
Then,
there was morning.
A sunrise,
red, orange, yellow.
So bright I shut my eyes,
you shielded yours.

The dark came again.
I felt something,
deep inside,
a tug,
a pang,
a hurt.

Fumbling,
crawling alone
into the dark again.

I can still see you.

There's no more sunrise.

i can't do this anymore.
i can't take the pain.
it Hurts so bad,
so bad.

i need someone to talk to.
to tell you that i Hurt.
i Hurt not because you left me
but because i never had you.

I couldn't live if you loved her.
I couldn't breathe if you kissed her.
I couldn't move if you touched her.
I couldn't speak if you whispered to her.
I couldn't sleep if you dreamt of her.
I couldn't smile if you laughed with her.
I couldn't feel if you cared for her.
If you don't love me
love anyone but her.
I couldn't live if you loved her.