If there was ever evidence of a higher power in this world
It would be the friends in my life and the man who calls me his girl

Tonight I count my lucky stars in the sky
The endorphins I’ve been collecting have got me feeling so high

"i could have kissed you
not even caring
that the skies
opened up above us
and tried to wash us out"

I wish my legs were a little bit longer

Maybe I would be enough for you if my hair was a little bit blonder

I aspire to be the only girl you long for

Even when I’m enough you’re still going to want more...


Feeling good enough should never feel like a chore

I wish my legs were a little bit longer
I’d be the only girl you see because I could stand a little bit taller

Maybe I would be enough for you if my hair was a little bit blonder
If you let me be your little blondie, you won’t ever think to wander

I aspire to be the only girl you long for
I want to be the only one you lock eyes with on the dance floor

Even when I’m enough you’re still going to want more...
Feeling good enough should never feel like a chore

You are my star, but I can be your moon
When you give that look..there is no man woman or soul that is immune

It's funny how someone who once mattered can turn into nothing

"you can trust me"  
Little did I know it was a lie for your own sick sinful need

You are invisible, despicable, and everything you have made me feel is unforgivable

People like you put peoples guards up, you make the world a much harder place.

her bed is creaking in the room next to mine, im hoping this man makes her feel divine

she is something extraordinary, and its not just her beauty. Her soul could move mountains as if it was their god given duty

her hair is ****** red like what was dripping down my wrist, that was the time i found out it wasnt me the man i love kissed

an idiot i was to think love was a person, when all along it was a place
and oh, all the places i have to go

So many things we left unsaid
you are a beautiful soul
a wretched animal
a first love
my dearest friend
my love
we both know it had to come to an end


My love, so many things we did not say
you are the clouds to my sunshine
the rain on my birthday
the bruises underneath my clothing
the feeling of being whole in my heart

My love, i wish we never had to be a part
my first love, but not my last
you are forever mine
or at least the biggest part of my past

My love, where did we go wrong
what could we have done better
did we shatter eachothers souls, or only slightly dent them

My love, i never wanted to say goodbye
you are the birds that chirp when the sun just begins to peak
you are the softest blanket that covers me when i sleep

My love, tell me now, what happened?
where did we go wrong?
were you really who i thought you were?
I cant be so delusional, for none of it to be real
and i know that you know, exactly how i feel

my love, what if we tried it again?
What if once again i could call you my bestfriend?
What if...

Life does not allow for what ifs
Life is only now
So this is goodbye my love
Time to finally let go
One thing i can say, is that together we did grow

So goodbye my love, i swear this is my last
You will forever be the sunny days of my past

The season of melancholy is right around the corner

Inside my own mind I’m already starting to feel like a foreigner

It’s hits hard and fast
It makes you question the present but also the past

April to September we thrived in the sun
The darkness is starting to creep in but I know it’s only just begun

Can we hide in our cave with our unbreakable bond?
I’ll let you hide under the covers with your favourite little blonde

I see the way she see's you, but i don't understand
Everything you do, giving your all, asking for guidance; afraid of the fall
Such harsh words, such meaningless looks; so strange because with all the good things i have to say about you i could fill books
Unappreciated, Overlooked; I think her life with you in it is overbooked
She wants your everything including your all, but i so often see how she can make you feel so small
Such a brilliant mind, and such sweet eyes, i always enjoy our lingering goodbyes
I hope you don't feel stuck, i really hope you're in love