I look you in the eyes
I ask you once more
"What do I need to do?"
You look at me
Try to break eye contact
You know the answer
You know what I mean
Yet you turn away
You act as if I do not understand
As if I am not worthy of an answer
And now
Now I am finished
Finished with you
And all that you do
Your excuses and lame games
Your needy and irritating words
You think I don't understand
That you are broke too
But of course I can't understand
I'm far too young
I'm far too female
Far too anything to take seriously

To be able to rescue one person, to help one lost soul. To be a light in the dark of night. That would be a treasure untold. So if I am luck, I will get this one thing right. I will be able to save one soul, if I try with all of my might.

Oh my head, oh I am bitten. There is a serpent in the bottle I drank from last night. The red wine and the tequila did not mix well. How wonderful the party was, then the sun came up. Now a serpent is coiled around my brain. I feel it squeeze and bite every time I try to think. Oh how the snake in the bottle is biting me, I should learn not to mix those drinks.