Why is it that I continually cry my self to sleep?
I find your jokes painful and crushing.
You call those insults jokes, how about you direct them towards your self! How would you feel if this was a continual thing! Day in and day out, night and day, morning to dawn. You just can't get enough can you I'm done with your **** now is when I step up and still get put down!

People always said that only girls could get their hearts broken
well sir that is a load of crap I know I messed up but dont u tell me to get over it, you dont just simply stop being obsessed with someone. It doesnt work like that never will be. Guys can have their hearts broken,  just usually were much better at concealing our fellings only problem with that is no one notices nor do they care.. So why do we always come out as the bad guys?? were not all bad...

Am I scared to be in love?
Or to be loved ?
Am I the one pushing people away?
Or is it then pushing me away?
Could I possible be the reason for so much pain?
Or is it him who's cause these emotional out breaks?
I couldn't possibly be the reason for not wanting to be loved...  Or am I?

You never seem to want to help
You never seem to care
You never jump to save my heart
You never come when I'm falling
You tell me I'm an emotional girl
I'll tell you that you're a disrespectful dad.
You let her call me names
You let her rattle and toy with my emotions
You let her hurt me in ways you don't understand
And yet you think she's and angle.
The boy I like he's sweet and adorable.
But all you tell me I'm to young
So I'm calling BS  on all your so called "guenuine" feelings
Because this girl is gone!