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 Mar 2014 PEARL PSYNATCH
PrttyBrd
He asked to see my words
Joy in unexpected interest
But to share a glimpse inside the emptiness
The truth I've hidden for years
The fact that my feelings lay bare in ink
Though no longer reside in my soul

He asked to see my words
Answers to unasked questions
The truth of my daily struggle
The demons dancing within
The reason my heart is dessicated
The shame of my reality

He asked to see my words
To learn I do not trust
To see the dark prevail
So different from what I show
Frightened to lose someone else
Someone I dared to pretend to love

He asked to see my words
Hidden within is truth
The fact I try to no avail
That I only betray myself
To risk a loss of one so dear
There will be no recovery from nonacceptance

He asked to see my words
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Your eyes
unbutton every button
unzip every zipper
unfasten every clasp
and tear through my soul
like a ravaging bull
hungry for a meal.

I'm sorry,
but I'm not meant to be
devoured...
My eyes scan your horizon
hoping that maybe
you'll stare right back.
Pray for those who
**** us
on the inside.
Peer into a mirror.
Stop and stare intently at
your *beauty.
Use your words cautiously
for they make people drift away too soon.
Someday I will
drown in my tea
and
fade  into nothingness.

*Oblivion.
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