on matter how hard I try
I can't beat depressed
I can't beat the worthless feeling
my mind is so dark its pure black

Darkness is my friend
always there
never leaves

not good enough to be alive
I could  just disappear and no one would know I was gone
Im the person who sitting in the corner
Cry themselves to sleep
hope and prayers that I die and never wake up

dreaming is the worst
I never know when dreams stop and real time begins

The monster in my head
Calls tell me how weak I am
and pathetic I am

Tells me there is no point in you
Trying anymore
You worthless
Unlovable
And I hate you