I don't fear being depressed anymore
It's the monsters I fear
The monsters in my head
The monsters who told how
Worthless I am

The monsters are so real
I don't where the monsters
In my ends anymore

Im such a worthless *******
dumb as ****
thick as ****
can't do anything
failure at everything
failure at life
lose everyone at rounds me

WORTHLESS IS NOT JUST A NAME
ITS WHO I AM
I FEEL EVERYWHERE
DAILY IN MY HEAD AND IN MY THOUGHTS

Everyday is hard for me
the thoughts the feelings
the desire and longing to it the end
and when will it end
How will this end
How can I go on like this

the lack of sleep is getting worse
the thinking and dreaming of dying and death
that live in my head
the hurting and pain never lefts me