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callie joseph Apr 2021
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your soul is eyesore
but it's you that i'd die for
wish i was one of your kind

and i would wage any world war
and sit in the downpour
to kiss the pain in your lines
id on all of your crimes
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callie joseph Nov 2020
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the universe is too large, to be anything else
callie joseph Sep 2020
heavy lidded perfumes
drift lazily, tainted aromas
inhale the sweetest of the votives
here is the laden, blooming temple,
and here, spilling over,
like coins from the velvet pouch
of an african king,
pours her blossomed flowers
beneath rich draperies
and ebullient golden ornaments,
here is the fertile ground
of fervent worship, fevered,
of shadowed light through stained windows
and walls with no bareness nor chill
no indication of sparsity,
muffled in tapestry and a fine
tabula rasa of foreign carpet
hear the bustle of workers and priests
like pollinated honeybees in the sweat
splaying the bloodied guts
of a newborn lamb
a vermilion and cobalt expression
of mindless love and gory submission
in her rotting, humid temple
here, in the sacrificial dance,
will die
callie joseph Sep 2020
infant in the sea
paled by the raging white surf
his belly swells with foam, stretched
and his cobalt tongue lolls
like the short haired dogs
on the haitian coast
he has kissed the sands of the deep
with his vapid cheeks
salt encrusts his veins
still running wet
with neptune's tears
he
floats,
cold
beneath the waning of artemis
he is bearded by a mother's grief
who has lost her
infant in the sea
callie joseph Nov 2020
she had grey eyes in the tree
she was looking at me
as we sat on the sidewalk
she kissed the graze on my knee
<3
callie joseph Aug 2020
<3
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callie joseph Jun 2020
The cotton of tender sleep
stings as it is pulled from my eyelids
warm, dry breath,
my head hurts, looking to the ceiling
she's in my room.
Mother.
She couldn't sleep again.
callie joseph Jul 2020
he took his boy
down to the water
alone in that salty
white sun
and sat on the washed- up concrete
touching the sand
before bicycles and old ladies
with their flowery dresses and their
tinkling bangles
and wide swaying hips selling
their mangoes from a cardboard sign
and the boy went into the water
blackening his shorts
ribs tight beneath his ebony hide
and ran up against the shore
casting his arm like a shakespearean
bitten fingernails cupping
as his brown hands and scored fingers
dripped with the sharp *** of seaweed
he had brought for his father
with nothing else to do
on the monday afternoon
callie joseph Jun 2020
I start running, and look behind me. He's there.
I'm a total stranger to him
No.
He's looking in my eyes right now
He wants to reach out
He sees me crying
and he smiles at me
Until we reach the altar
We're in love
forward- falling in love
backwards- falling out of love
callie joseph Dec 2020
her hair is pure indulgence
dark, pure, and sweet
it coils, like her name coils through my mind
and her eyes boil
with the effervescence
of burning ***
and raving teeth
callie joseph Oct 2020
i love therefore i am
you are my only anchor to existence
reality
life
joy
callie joseph Sep 2021
i haven't been to the beach
or felt the sand
only his car, smoking ****, nights on end
they collect without linearity, bubbles stacked
in clear and indistinguishable chaos
and i'm the happiest i've ever been

maybe daedalus was wrong
about straying too close to the sun
this flights nearly over
and icarus wants to burn
callie joseph Jun 2020
On the lavender sheets
we sat under wood carvings
behind taut-curtained windows
the white paint slightly smeared on the glass
next to a bowl of orange hard candies
sipping the hot,
sugarless earl grey
bitter as the cold
and fell in love
god i love this little english town
callie joseph Nov 2020
I sat at the bottom of the pool
miles away from the turmoil and spray
where the day just warmed me
my fingers played on the tiles
illuminated in tantalizing fractals of sunlight
and apart from burning of my lungs
I was at peace, observing, quite separated from the noise.

Now I sit at the bottom of life
there is a joy in observing, not sharing,
the struggles of others
I could so easily swim up, it is within my reach- no
so until I drown, down here in the effortless depths
I am glad, to sit,
and watch the victors thrash to stay afloat
p.s (There is a beauty in watching the world burn; when you're at the center of the flames)
callie joseph Dec 2020
density of petrichor
and the depth of my love
she nestles in the ***** sheets
like a broken baby dove
callie joseph Jun 2020
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make me cry
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callie joseph Feb 2021
she fell in love with the voices on her silver screen
their hollow pixels and their whirring noise
close in her heart, but miles away
like a dead thing
a broken girl
callie joseph Nov 2020
he will never reach
a blissful satisfaction
picking splintered timbers
from a beige sky

he will never love you
until you burn
and the clouds are red
like a forest fire
callie joseph Sep 2020
pressed her fingers against the surf
so the gentle waves would learn the grooves of her palm
like they knew the stretching white cliffs
that glowed in the starlight
where her naked toes
would defile the sandy flesh of the beaches
as she danced to
whispered music
crackling sea foam
and the thunder
miles and miles away
the sun ceased to rise
to make way for the moon
who watched her endeavors
with mortal pain
callie joseph Aug 2020
the way my skin bunches like you’re the cold
under your touch too hard
my flesh an anchor to solitude
how my eyes ache
my lips quiver when i see you
you say my body wants you
but all of it wants to be alone
i said no.
callie joseph Mar 2021
i hate to hear
the disjointed chugging
of that hot and gurgling *****
pounding below my throat

with its sanguine deliveries
forcing metalled sludge
around my ballooning veins
it batters my senses

be silent
my heart
or be silenced
callie joseph Sep 2020
salt, tobacco, sand
getting caught between my teeth
am i a castaway
laying in these
elysian waves
i am free
i dread the cold rain, crouched on the horizon like a demon black.
its winds will draw me out to the sea
callie joseph Sep 2020
i blink the dry
air conditioning from my eyes
pretend the cheap
white table under my elbows
is a waxed surfboard
these fluorescent lights
the warm and burning sun
this popcorn ceiling
littered with wandering cello-tape
is the blue sky
that i can see through the window
naked, no clouds
the whirring of the printer
and these vexing voices
could be the waves
rolling into foam
my board grinding against the water
my feet touching the coral heads
i am stuck in a daydream
about the sea
when in the classroom
callie joseph Sep 2020
cigarette mist
dripping fragrance
the hands stretch up
in the limelight
to catch the
razor blades of sound
thundering chords
tear through the nosebleeds
eyes closed in the darkness
music
let go
and dance while the band
sings your name
callie joseph Apr 2021
Trade your peace for some love
And your love for a pack
Burn it all down like dying's got a knack
Wishing you could turn back time
Wishing you could have me back
Wishing i still had your back
Wishing you could have me back

But now i've found somebody else
that has everything you lack
Maybe one day you’ll find peace and love,
Or maybe you’ll attack

Watch you burn and watch you snap
Wishing you could have me back
Now your worlds fading to black
Your new lover is the concrete
And the concrete’s
gonna
   crack
callie joseph Aug 2020
did you notice
the way my skin bunched like you were the cold
under your touch too hard
my flesh an anchor to solitude
how my eyes ached
my lips still quiver when i see you
you say my body wants you
but all of it wants to be alone
i said no.
callie joseph Aug 2020
douse the pits of your soul
with that sunburnt ***
and adjy the flame
with subtle spirits
lie to me dear
said you craved the cold
but i know you fell in love
with that fire
long ago
callie joseph Mar 2020
we live off beat
we flosS our teeth with sand and fiber glass
our fingerprints cOllect like dust
dismembered faces swept under the carpet
when gravity failS in this graceless simulation
where will we fall?
callie joseph Jun 2020
small strands of cloudy beige
curved like an undulation
crying to be kissed
smelling of washing detergent
above wide caverns, stretching
joyously upwards like bowls
to capture the sound of the thunder
lines, grooved in the sand with a stick
mark where she sees the world
and every small breath
is an earthquake
callie joseph Jun 2020
when i kissed him for the first time
i thought i had deja vu
turns out i was just busy
getting over you
to the boy who's love felt like a solar flare
callie joseph Aug 2020
falling like raindrops
the curved cowries
like a slanted lunar phase
three smile up at me as they land
but the last is buried down as the dead

he loves me not
callie joseph Mar 2021
this morning when i split eggs
and watched the fluids fall into the hot metal pan
to bask in butter and oils and salt
two yolks drew clean of the shell, two smiling suns

and i wondered if this was a thing of luck
or a ghastly mutation
two unborn twins of an avian persuasion
about to go down my gullet

i suppose it is up for interpretation
the proverbial double yolk
two lives lost could nourish
the one i occupy, until i break and bellow
like that eggshell
callie joseph Mar 2020
the last time you held fire in your throat
and it spread
like a wave
to your fingertips
so you shivered
not from anxiety
and you were excited
to be yourself for a day
callie joseph Dec 2020
my hopes
my dreams
lay bloated and moist
decaying
somewhere among the trees
a half-forgotten burial
callie joseph Nov 2020
I was told off in English today
I maybe misunderstood
the atmosphere of a debate
when I argued that morals are taught
that kindness is false
and human nature
is nothing but *** and ******
oh ye with little faith, you psychopath, you savage
callie joseph Jun 2020
learning to love after you
will be like learning to
fall asleep
in a war zone
did i break you too?
callie joseph Jul 2020
my thoughts convene
to follow you
the messiah
in their thousands

clamoring;
condemn
me to hell and i
shall suffer, eternally
a destruction in blue
callie joseph Dec 2020
light pours out from the day
observed by the silent sea
and the whispering waves
my nose is burning like a soul
and honey drips like wasted words
from withered lips
but you have come home
flightless bird
have you heard?
they speak in the soil

- i tried to capture your song
callie joseph Feb 2021
hearing your name
feels like drowning in the wind
in a dark molasses trap
kicking away sticky sheets from clammy skin
you are my skin
i cannot peel you off
callie joseph Apr 2021
the fish
was pulled up too quickly
by that sparkling line
guts tangled to that rusted hoop
and his swim bladder filled
so he lay on the surface
flapping
abandoned by the fisherman
one wild barren eye
took in the sky
and the flashing white wings
of the gulls
and their sharp beaks
i sat in the bow
and watched nature take its toll
on another helpless soul
callie joseph Sep 2020
in the drear sun
i had a headache
maybe it was the salt
from the surfing that day
so i sat in the shade
and watched nightingales
peck at the red
and rotting
sea grapes
callie joseph Nov 2020
he is the fire
the burning, the flame
he is the downpour
and he is the rain
he is the sun
that's warming the sane
and I feel so lucky
that know his name
for now he is branded
inside of my brain
if i'm a lighthouse, then he's the wave
that will bring me to my knees
hi
callie joseph Jun 2020
hi
do you think we could
sit in the dewy grass
on your mothers knitted blanket
like we did three
summers ago
with coffee on our tastebuds
and ice between our teeth
because
i would like to have taken a picture
of you in that green shirt
against the blue
of the sky
before you told me you were a psychopath
him
callie joseph Oct 2020
him
drooling, drooping eyes my
gaze pools languidly around you
soaked clothes hanging, translucent
warmed by the moonlight
and warm lips, cool breath
citrus and milk, hidden veneration
clotting acidulous and sweet
irises glazed like the wet glass
in the cathedral, heart against my ear
the soft tide, satiates me,
washes me away, like the pale light after the rain falls,
in the tide of his breathing
to smoky stillness
and heavy sleep
he has no clue how in love i am
does he?
callie joseph Nov 2020
when every song
hums your name
callie joseph Nov 2020
can that girl
live on tobacco and honey
her grey eyes
walk to the leaky church
at midday
she is like her brother
but her lips drip with glass

she will not be extinguished
for her aura is an atmosphere
callie joseph Nov 2020
he held my mouth "don't make a sound"
but I'm so loud
on ****** ground
I
callie joseph Sep 2020
I
your acrid absence
descends on me like flies to the ferment
fresh, fertile, and fevered gore
as the boiling blood as carthage was *****
and the pillage of gaea
at the primordial age
i pray
i yearn for
the subdued sufferings of atlas
or prometheus, for those smile
so plainly
against your acrid absence
callie joseph Jul 2020
anger
black and bold
worms that flash from my eyes
and run down my boiling
cheeks and raw throat
fighting
to keep the roaring tempest in
i say something
whipping off my tongue
that i will regret
callie joseph Oct 2020
in a merciful rage
of warm tears and soft kisses
i love you
like cold ***
pouring over the fire
drown me in your reckless words
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