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Marissa Calderon Jun 2020
Forgive me.

I am still learning to love the parts of myself no one claps for.
Marissa Calderon Jun 2020
You see, the thing is..
I think I love too much.

People.

Places.

Possessions.

I love so hard that letting go seems nearly impossible.

A year could go by and my love would still be as fierce and powerful as it's first ignition of flames.. and that flame would grow into a raging fire swallowing everything in it's path.

How could something so beautiful be so destructive?

I don't know, but I understand that
this is just the way I love.

A gift or a curse, I cannot say.

I love with a love that is more than love.


Does that make me a good lover?
Marissa Calderon Apr 2020
I am grieving you.
Someone I once knew.
A person.
But my person, no more.

We were rare, a thing of beauty.
Our love was striking.
And when we loved each other,
we loved most ardently.

But like all good things, we too must come to an end.

It does not erase what we had.
Our devotion to one another still exists.
It is buried in the past,
along with every caress of the skin.
and your hands interlocked in mine,
making promises we never could keep.

The flavor of our long forgotten love still linger on my lips,
begging to be spoken, to be tasted.
But, alas, it will have to suffer a bittersweet death.
I will introduce it to a permanent sleep.
It's new bed a grave.

Thank you.
And goodbye.
Marissa Calderon Feb 2020
she wants
                                                                               depression.



she is gambling with death.                                                                 she
                                                        believes                the
            empty pill bottle is
                                                                                            her wish.


                                                                 the girl may
lose the gamble.


                 suicide                                  is not
                           the
                                            way.
                                                                                         suicide
         may manipulate
                                                               others
                                                  thinking

                                                                            one can be master.


                                         suicide.
Marissa Calderon Feb 2020
a cry for help.
                                                           ­                                                people
who were
                                                            ­                          touched
                         because of the actions of
                                             people.
              tragic.                                    ­                           unnecessary.



a young
                         girl.



                                                    she is ten years old.
                                    she is moody.
she is sad.
       she is angry.                                                           ­  because he
                                                        takes.­



                                                             ­                       why?

                                    ­                                                                 ­      suicide
   is the result
Marissa Calderon Aug 2019
She was the kind of girl the that poets would spend centuries writing about.

He was the kind of boy that people have been singing songs about for generations.

And the combination of the two created nothing less than a masterpiece.
Marissa Calderon Aug 2019
Their words were engraved in my brain like a tattoo.

Permanent and, on occasions, regretful.
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