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Caitlin Dewicki Apr 2016
Right now my eyes see an outlet.
I don't know if my brain will let me through it.
My demons pull me back.
I can't see what's in front of me, it's pitch black.
But that one little light of hope,
Is the only thing that helps me cope
With the evil thoughts that are present in my brain,
And the black that runs through my vain.
Through your highest high
and your lowest low,
just remember the waves ebb and flow.
Be humble.
Be hopeful.
You said this was a break. I should’ve know you were always a fake.
Taking advantage of me because with you is the only place I wanted to be.
Now you don’t even glace my way, and I die a little more each day.
What did I do to deserve this? I wish I knew that that was our last kiss.
But you knew; you know it all. But you keep it all from me, building up your wall.

Why do I keep writing bad poems about you when I just want to rid your tainted memory from my dizzy head?

So now I’m trying to be me, to move on from these memories.
I’ll take what I have learned and your love that I yearned
To make a life that I can call my own, without you I would have never grown
Into this person that I am today, so there’s just one more thing I’d like to say.

I gave you my heart, and you tore it apart.
So now when you look my way, I’ll have nothing to say
Other than that I hope one day you are happy, but that you’ll never forget me.
You’ll carry what you did to me everywhere you go, because you never made someone feel that low.
I will always think of the mistakes you made, so the traces of your touch will never fade.
Caitlin Dewicki Mar 2016
Take all your emotions and throw them away,
try to keep your feelings at bay.
I know you never want to feel this way,
one day I promise you...I'll make him pay.
Please don't let your mind stray,
I know your emotions have gone down this dark alleyway.
You feel like that day was your doomsday,
I wish I could tie him to a ******* railway.
And maybe even push him down a stairway...
I'm sorry that he made you feel this way,
please just take the thought of him put it on a fishing line and castaway.
Darling don't pay attention to what people say,
because his time will come on judgement day.
So just wait because this rainy day
will pass and the sun will rise making it feel like Friday,
and all the feelings that you feel today
will be better than the ones you felt yesterday.
Caitlin Dewicki Mar 2016
That day is almost here,
I can feel that your presence is near.
I don't think I'm over it yet,
Sometimes your memory can be like a cigarette.
It helps me when I need to calm down, but it's addicting and too much of it can **** me.
Living life without you is something I couldn't foresee.
     That day is here and now.
I will never forget you, that is my vow.
Everyone misses you.
Some of us are having trouble pulling through.
I wish I wasn't one of them,
But I think this is one thing I can never overcome.
I still remember that day.
I sat there as I watched everyone's eyes turn grey
From all the crying that was done.
The scene showed that you were our most beloved one.
I hate how I didn't get much time.
It was like a crime
The way God took you from me.
I guess this is just how it's supposed to be.
Caitlin Dewicki Feb 2016
Today I know that there is sadness,
     but just remember that she is no longer in pain.
     She will help you pull through the darkness,
     because she is light and the battle of dark was slain.

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