Dear one,

Don't let this world get to you,
It is just as lonely as you once were.
You just need to love it,
and pet it,
Like it's your newborn puppy.
Go out and make this world beautiful.
Spread your love and optimism,
Make this world your own.

Dear one, if only I could wear you on my feet, just to let you know how it feels to move forward.

Finish your cereal and go outside.

With love,
Your hidden inspiration.

Is this what it feels like?
To be strange yet accepted?
To be not okay yet okay?
To be loved yet hated?

I am my own abhorrence
And this seems to slip away
unnoticed for other humans

I get overwhelmed
by the idea that
there are people much more successful
and happier
and powerfull
than me
it makes me feel smaller than
the smallest grain of sand
in the big sahara
because I can't be such things

I get overwhelmed
by the idea that
there are people less successful
and sadder
and less powerful
than me
it makes me feel smaller than
the smallest plankton
in the big ocean
because i can't help them

*This keeps me awake at nights

The sun for the moon
the stars for the planets
the clouds for the the sky
But
Then what am I for?
Am I here for you?
Am I here for my family?
or my so called friends?
or for the strangers?

It would be nice
to spend a day with you
just sitting on a bench
watching people hurry
to their never-ending-jobs
and telling eachother stories
of how they got stuck
in that never-ending-cyclus
of getting up, work, diner, sleep
Is it nice? Does it fulfill their dreams?
Do they have a great family?
Are they as happy as we are now?

Pull the trigger,
you already got the gun
Take your bullets,
the way you took my heart
Shoot your bullets of
disillusion, despair and emptiness
Don't even bother trying
to stop me from bleeding
'Cause I lost my consciousness
when you lost my heart

Right now
I feel something
I don't know what
It's not a happy feeling
but it's not sad either

I'm in the eye of the hurricane
Everything is quiet for now
and calm
But you can see the storm
and it's frightening
it's getting closer and closer
a strom behind me
and a storm in front of me