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Oct 2018 · 112
Houseboy Regalia
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
**** strap
Leather
**** ring

Shaved baskets
Trimmed hedges
Or hairless smooth

Quiet compliance so
Pliant without a clue
Young and tight

Taint and sphincters
Need not speak
**** bleached...

Houseboy’s best asset?
Stay cute & Keep being kept
And the mansion
***** and span

Poolside, wear your youth
A golden tan...
Poor boy house toy,

Don your dignity well...
Naked. Summer.
House
Boy.
Repost
Oct 2018 · 279
Late night lightbulb
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
I believe

In love

Yet to truly know love

One must remove

The self

From Oneself,

The selfish

Most likely

Cannot see

Anything else,

And since

Love is a bridge

They cannot

Cross.

Burning

Bridges

To the selfish cost

Of lonely

And loss...

The blind walking

In the dark,

Not knowing

Love

Light

All.
Oct 2018 · 128
O (10w)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
Add another O to “g o d”

And the word is “good”...
Oct 2018 · 241
Humdingers (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
Hopefully not a mystery, mistaken,

Unquestionably unremarkable : your presentation

Miss muse of heavy breathing monologues’

Deeper meanings, thus flesh rises hot.

If into relations

No need or want for explanation.

Greater words now simply lost;

Entrails of vaporous profundities

Respite-sleep below limbs’ entangled quivering

Some sort of worshipping screaming “god!”
Oct 2018 · 1.4k
How Old By Your Hands.
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
Church Lady Dearest

Says she’s grown old

“Silver’s not so foxy”

Says she is quite practical

Serious with her moonlight moxy

Now no use

For Face-off make-up or

Delusions of grand magic

Says she

Don’t worry—with age comes

Pragmatism, Sister Agnus Wisdom

Sure bound to

Have fractures / cracks

With such antique

Foundation…

Old lady Golden Goose

Giant wisdom, beanstalk limbs

Sullen dreary sunken

Lost princess whims

Thoughts like her hair frosted,

Thinning…

Says she has nothing to whisper,

Sweetly cannot hide

A great old oak’s age rings

Inside

There’s no use for abusive rouge

Mirage of glossy lips kissy

Thing in headlights

Make up with oneself, forgive, and confide

Besides

because

Your hands tell your aches & true age

Church Lady just smiles…
Oct 2018 · 92
Dedication
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
(If)  This is what I leave behind
My heart, my written art, my something
Beautiful
(I hope)

For the World
For us all who move “the wheel”
We are its calm, the storms,
The Earth’s very words which shine
our soul’s beloved
Illumine
For World Peace,
For Life!

I dedicate this to ...
Oct 2018 · 441
YELLOW (acrostic) <revised>
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
Your umbrella and muddy galoshes

Elvish child of Spring, dancing in the rain.

Lovely as the innocence of being chaste.

Laughter banishing all fears so dark.

On faith, on stars - the color of remembrance…

Wondering if it’s raining where you are?
Oct 2018 · 353
CONCERNS (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
Chappo will only notice if money is missing.

Other intimacies are nonexistent to greed.

Notice, not like “Urgent” paper / pay your bills!

Children’s unfiltered eloquent hugs say so much;

Elderly who have fallen you help get up,

Racial tensions, too much attention / negative media.

No one will care until the bitter end it.

Show don’t say that we’re Be-friended…


(PBWY.)
Oct 2018 · 127
Las Vegas (1999)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
Among these godly spires:

Hot streets that gleam
harvesting
tourists from afar
pockets romancing
neon ***** and slots

our tables laid out to serve them
sliding doors and rollercoasters,
they are all ours

i dwell in its butterfly wings

with others who have stood
the fat rain and desert hail
in spring time
Crackling skeletal skeins
of lightning

Oh life, i am on-watcher...
blind from the sights,

sleep stealing summers
heat so disfiguring,
no longer listening
to cassettes in the car
melted like Dali art

the sun is a horrible comedian...
our winters are kite killing
my nose feels as if locked
by Samsonite
Winds wailing below freezing…

Among these lit boxes
copy cats and volcanic hopes
Mirage
through trials and tides
of creative construction of yore
most still stand *****

gambling on dreams
on days unkind, here i am
being pitied
a unicorn

losing / winded / coming out un-even
alive tho trying
to enjoy / her
admirable rivers of new
peoples and foods
fire-breathing signs
she has many stories up
beneath
her evening skin
and silver teeth

while i am young
she flashes me
underground
and
glowing candies...

Las Vegas

is my grease
lightning
and seductive Sandy...
Revised repost
Oct 2018 · 162
Left Over
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
I hear your stress from down the hall
Not yet having let go
Of the static / hard day's work
Your voice sizzles
Like rain on sidewalks
I hear you
"Did you set the alarm
for the morning?!"

"Of course I will!"
Unfolding with purposeful hands
Your side of the California
King
Fluffing your pillows
Soft intentions trying to still you
From here

Tomorrow breaks with a panic
As dust on all the old clocks
Settles like snow
from the cold of such stillness.

Forgot to set the alarm
And to wake with you
(In you)

That morning

When did I begin
To forget?

how to love the world
you left
behind
me...
Afore
Afire.
Revised
Oct 2018 · 125
HOME (Senryu)<revised>
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
1.
Gift of family,
Holidays all welcome smiles.
Here, the heart resides.
2.
She kisses baby
In her crib, while father reads
At bedtime, stories.
Oct 2018 · 829
HOMILY (Revised)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
After the preaching’s
Done-finished
Picking at the scabs
Of our guilt,
At week's end / day of rest;
Just when we almost had it
Bygone / Forgotten
From our minds...

           It's a kinder kin to amnesia
A softer fog of fugue,
A healing art of our brain farts,
Not soaking in shame's
Diminishment
Or stewing in self-helps.

"Deliver us!"      (bow down genuflect)

But then again
Here we are together to gather
Uncomplainingly
Complacently listening
Absorbing every lash
Of the metaphorical whip,
To be guided back to good

Such sermons for the flawed
humans that we know
We are -- unworthy...
But willingly we suffer
The word.
Oh how to be just like
The lamb...

So now, afterwards, when we have been
Emotionally & verbally punctured
Full of hollow
We are holes unworthy
Of being
Made whole...
Or so, we've been told
"It is written."

Now then let us meet for
homily
After King James harangues us
His version of fellowship,
Let us have verbal
******* with the word.
(Begotten?)
Perhaps over supping
Or during beer & NFL
Or some blood
Sport
Non-emasculating,

Reminding us how
Weekends roar
And Life is
Worth more
Than the inner wars
We are ourselves
Fighting.

After the sermon,  
Let's have true verbal
*******...

(Without be getting a shred
Of guilt)
Oct 2018 · 483
Identity (10w)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
The name doesn’t fit you—fake it until it suits...
Oct 2018 · 1.6k
TTYL XOXO (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
The tapestry of alphabet, imagery of woven words

Textures of emotions felt, like plush and faux furs,

Yet having depth—a love with kinder, deeper oceans…

Let’s document these histories with poetry & verse.


X marks the land marks on the passport /maps

Of seven wonders that color our traveler lives like

XO sauce for our experiences getting bland.

Over & bored with texts, emoji your digital emotion, green clover.
Oct 2018 · 96
Evening Stroll (Senryu)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
Long shadows greeting

The sun sinks walking our dogs

Star looking for Moon.
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
Touching one moment with

Hearts

Eclipsing…



Breathtaking mornings,

Evenings of brilliant stars

Among heavenly resplendences

Upon the widths of our eternal sky

These wings of space we pace

Igniting little dreams to spark

Fully embraced by the dark

Unto us the firmaments of

Lovely loving love Light All...



New niches for our Hallmark universe

Oh beloved / mother goddess lover,

Will your wonders ever cease? No Never.
Sep 2018 · 3.5k
RIVER
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
The impetus
                     Of being
Always on the run
               Through pinwheel eyes
                              Those standing by
                                          The mystic roadway :    River
Blues yet to be brushed
                      or in blush
                           Of evening chill's breathing
a canvas like windows dreaming felt
All mindful
And chockfull O'
                              Wonder
Then ponder
                Yonder "window breaks"
                         Past the wilderness' sleep
Bone heavy wood
                             Umber earth

                             Past whoosh and rush of liquid
Folding on itself / a soundtrack

      Listen now
      Pedestrian be

Mindful of the cautionary whales
                                               Old Ahab’s yell
                                  Obsessions
                           Fears
                                   Or loathing.

If one is drowning in one's sleep
Look wildly
                  widely
                              Blithely
                                    Down river  
Or up there beyond finger's point
                      Sidewinder snake journeys
Until sky and below it
All meet

The distance
        Now only a line
                 Coalescing what is beyond
                      Our ability to see
Far and away
    Evanescent
         Effervescent
                     Ever after      
                             River.     Life.
Here we are
And proud
     The free spirit is fluent
           With the rapid rivers loud
                            Always on the run
Currents like a child's curiosity ...
How then,
When or why
                        does it end ?
Where do we go?
                    
Like most things existing,
           Will lead to the high art /
love's deep oceans...
          
We often forget to seek
                              And mind
                                     the sublimations/
                                                            d¬¬r­ift wood.
So then,
Begin with a dot .
A speck of dusk
                     A burst of light
                                        A starry sky,
pieces to mastering
                   Raging fragility of water

Liquid undulations  
                    Folding itself in / volumes

Or falling from on high
       A droplet cry

Then the lightning
                   (crash or bloom)
From the heavens
                                 like electric rivers
So brilliantly
                   Festoons

Where do we go (so low)
       There and here / underfoot /
                   Over north / southern sleep
                                   To oceans twilight deep?

Go wrapped or map-less
Or no.
            Up
                Way
       Up yonder
There up there
                    Everywhere
                    All without fear...
My heart like the river yearns
                 To go toward the sun
                       A flow /
                                     the beating drum
Always on the run
And
     Yet
            Still
                    Here.
Repost
Sep 2018 · 593
The Sea of Trees (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
Trace their patterns, paths of strings

Hastened-like colors like bird-less trees

Epitaph-Web of confusions nesting.



Say, my love, do not retire there

Each kiss of light at Dawn,

Absolutes of their belief gong wrong.



Open eyes to sky come rain or fall,

From “gray” minds, another pavement…



Truth changes still the drink of Us,

Reasons they misplaced The Reason since

Every day I am found!

Every lost starlight hour!

Surrender not Love in the Mountain’s arms…
Sep 2018 · 498
SAVVY (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
Smart and as selfish as the Streets

Attracted to those in need and easy to leave

Validates those who compensates generously

Values worship on hands and knees…

Youth ****** eager to succeed in defeat.
Sep 2018 · 6.8k
Salamat Po (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
Sincerely surly American accents

Amany humble apologies spill

Likewise the well wishes

A many ways to say or quill

“Thank the heavens for you”


Precious things reminding few

Occasions many of appreciation’s due.
Sep 2018 · 164
Home 2 (Senryu)
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
She lays the baby
In her crib, while father reads
At bedtime, stories.
Sep 2018 · 154
Home (Senryu)
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
Opening of gifts,
All the warmth : the welcome smiles,
Where our hearts reside.
Sep 2018 · 1.2k
CABOSHED(acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
Cabin in the wild wood

Along mossy unpaved paths of pine

Birds call from the canopies

Over the cobblestone fireplace

Stag head and moon faced clock

Harken toward the dawn’s heraldry.

Eventual hours chime for the lime light.

Dog waits by the door for the next hunt.
Sep 2018 · 139
Spaces Unseen
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
Spaces Unseen

The over here & underneaths

Before wherefore’s past Hereafter

Beings in the In between, those spaces unseen

Over there yet underworld

Dreams where darkness is the queen

Her jewels of stars reign supreme

Beyond above & underneath.
Sep 2018 · 992
Here & Now
Butch Decatoria Sep 2018
Who could condemn the clouds
for its dream and rendition of heaven
in vanilla cotton canopies
like steam trails from wishful
twilight's great sleeping

who could refuse the stars
that connects distant years from space
to wonderment's eyes here,
gazing up tonight agape at its mystique

when the machine mach march
of industry and city din spinning
in smog loud air - percussions down
to the edge of the shore

where silver sheen of onyx
black stillness of the water laps
licking the earth in its soft reality
the moon-glow and darkness

with its unseen places keeping slumber
in silent throes or weeping woes
still, I ache to cease the gnashing
of teeth - Barbary and conquering…

those who are unseeing in great haste
With worry and loss of a moment's look
theirs given to everything
outside themselves, mistook.

Who blames heaven, not knowing how
we lead a song yet never loving its vow?
Search for more of offerings
yet not even aware of how
blessed we are
here and now...?
Revised
Aug 2018 · 138
Homeless Junky (10w)
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
Most tell him to get lost, but he’s already lost.
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
Silver Sturgeon moon
Reprieve from cruel summer sun
Cools crowded night—life...
Aug 2018 · 825
Red Tide
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
Hate’s RedTide upon the beach
From the sea her casualties
The dead are algae red  
War’s Red Tides upon the beach.
Aug 2018 · 899
Claustrophobic Animals
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
Claustrophobic Animals:
Peoples
Neighbors
The ones near you
Next to you on the bus

Behaving in the box
Silences of hateful thought
******* all the air
Keeping a grip

I see there behind them eyes
The lick of canines slick smile
Hollow of empathy

Behaving in these boxes we’ve made
Into stage and cage for rage
To notice you
And I suffer the same

Peoples
Family
Strangers school
Shooters
Target

Us, we mortal
People

Death
The claustrophobic animal.
Aug 2018 · 165
Wonderment (10w)
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
“Free Will is easier said than done. Why ask sky?”
Aug 2018 · 1.7k
Karaoke Night
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
1.
Lively out of tune,
Songstress with liquid courage
Croons, frogs in her throat.

2.
Sake’s bad English,
Raw fish / pronunciations,
Glad songs for drowning.
Revised
Aug 2018 · 3.4k
Affirmation
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
There’s a distance, an echo
Of hollowness
Upon the blacktop
Asphalt concrete
Sidewalks 3 in the a.m.

I am more than
This
Heaviness
Like the iron bars
Of prisons.

Your faraway
Song, an echo
Of hallowed
Be

An Infinitesimal touch
Of infinite
Within the heart,
Fully filled by
Sublimity
Overcome to tears,

At dawn, like the sun’s
Brilliances.

Life
As evidence
Trillions all
In benevolence

Seeing
The light…

“I am more
Than this
Heaviness of

Emptiness
Within
My soul

I am
More
Than this …
shallow
Shadow’s
Hollow.”

I am ...
Aug 2018 · 178
Vespine Eyes
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
In the void of pitch dark,

Lurking

Itching to ****-switch

Human life

All that kismets Light

It watches in

The dark of dreams

When we fall

In between sleep,

It’s seething

With the devil’s hate

For light of lives

Within, without.

It covets in wait

Vespine Eyes.
Aug 2018 · 10.5k
An Estranged Place
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
Yeah.

Awake past midnight

An insomniac in a world of sleepers,

Creeps with god-awful

Dreams

Where’re the dreamers?

I see

Empty minds & broken hearts

Carriers of virulent Dark

Our shadows

Gorging on the world

Our souls

Lost in Oz

Praying to a wizard

Who’s a known fraud.

Fracking a

Way to never-was

We who claim to know

Love

Prey

Hand to mouth / hand in glove

The bare-knuckle

Fist

Fights to exist

To matter then still better -yet…

Who in this hell knows?

This place is estranged

Yeah?

Can’t wait to see tomorrow

Now that I’m awake

I Just couldn’t wait…

All I want is

Peace on / for Earth - today!

Oh Gaia - namaste.



So yeah...?
Aug 2018 · 351
Before & After
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
If the wizard of Oz was a fraud, we might get lost in Oz. So begs the question: “was the miracle of Oz real, or all made believe-in-me?”
*** Poem GreySkull.
Aug 2018 · 104
Jive & Mashed
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
Condoms, oil burners, shattered glass

The homeless homies homemade ****…

Now Chris can't sit still in class

Pounding the pavement with kisses to heaven

All hustlers sell

Dipping Dots

Wrapped in latex

Liquid to vapor overkills

The loss of will

From after parties after hours

Romancing the ******

On the corner

**** hits / schisms / victims;

Asphalt littered with

Shattered flowers

Them chicks on the streets

Ladies of the night

Its matter of fact

Mr. Hightower / boulevard's class

For the hard ***

**** poor "G" learning how

To trample through his ghetto

As she masters each one

******* / hand - jive and mashed

Chris and his gang

Up for sale (hot-**** **** jello *****)

For white Hyperion and

Black, mellow minutes cached

Out / yellow bellied / thin

Such barefooted souls /

No Marrow

Easiest to break

When already hollow...

Spirit without a light to follow

Never will live beyond

Their sorrow /

Nor see another tomorrow…
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Aug 2018 · 977
Voraciously (Senryu)
Butch Decatoria Aug 2018
A lustful mongrel
Licks the bone dry on full moon
Nights that *******.
Jul 2018 · 8.6k
Sunset Sherbert
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
A Passersby-“J”

A Passerby’s “J”

Good for lookin’ out

These harsh / hard times

Endangered kinds

Hanging tough love

Peace up

Peace pipe

A Passerby’s “J”

Thanks

For lookin’ out.

Puff puff give—

Namaste.
Potpoem
Jul 2018 · 150
Spaces 2
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
Ohm’s peace keeps warm
The soul in Light

One wealth of love
All stars at night.
Jul 2018 · 3.4k
DEVOURED HOURS (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
Diminutive minutes fly by and imbue.

Ennobled, hungers the second hand.

Verbose and loud, its villainous ticking;

Oxen heavy, that kneading sound,

Under skull and depth of dreams.

Rescind the mad lives we vitiate;

Enchanted by hollow, fear of ghosts,

Dancing in a pitch waiting room.


Happenstance for insomniacs,

Ogres and dark shadows howling

Unapologetic at the light and moon.

Riot of the quiet, against daylight

Star: quarry in the void of night / time / dark.
Jul 2018 · 182
MOJO (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
M an’s Best Friend, my birthday gift,

O verfed and overweight

J ack Russel snores on his back

O vertly flatulent.
Jul 2018 · 112
Going...(10w)
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
I doubt I’ll make
It
To
Forty-five.
I’ll
Be
Smiling.
Jul 2018 · 6.0k
Oblong : i.e.
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
A Noun: The oblong: a thing:

The name of that lounge : a place

By the face of the strange shaped lake...

Dinosaur Egg / oval / green grapes.

An Adj.: Oblong Longboard

That’s such the coolest name

A person: Not a thing

oval shaped .

Mr. Ellipsis made no complaints

About tiny alien ant farms

“From Outer Space!”

The natives made to slave.

Oblong grew his beard out

After the sideburns days

Mr. Ellipsis far far away


Fires of the Sun

Will not discern—when

The Light returns

The wyrm will burn .

In oblong throes of defeat.

At peace : A Verb.
Jul 2018 · 179
A Mundane Monday
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
No room to breathe.

This room

I will leave

My fears behind

Aging to grow

Making Up my mind.

This room’s to grieve,

Boxes / human shells…

I will leave

At the next / I will see

Fearlessly

Beyond

This room…
Jul 2018 · 188
ULLAGE (Senryu)
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
What’s within spills out,
without sails a lesser ship...
Popped your cork too soon.
Jul 2018 · 150
COCKRING (acrostic)
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
C inch the boys in their place,

O bjectified / attentions indecently like proposing

C rows these proud chicken heads loudly

K illing the blood-flow / frozen still

R idgid hoses, denying it

I rrigation or relief

N either giving it room to breathe

G orged on ***,  in a pulsing noose...
Repost.
Jul 2018 · 160
Shango Cheesecake
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
Imagine then
How it was, must have been,
Afraid of the things
Can’t and couldn’t see in the dark
Being human it is our fear
Of the unknown
Or the goosebumps in nights
Imagine then
Discovering that the twilights
Of stars caressing the void
Moon shining her mystique
It is undeniably there
You see the light?

Darkness is not theirs
It’s simply an empty room
A husk from alienation
    the locusts of a dead before creation
A new evolution
To be better people
Escape their hands, be free with
Truthfully
Your chi / energizer
Bunny's
Hunted habits
Taw I taw galaxies
Aloft in
The dark
The bodies
There on beyond our horizons sky...
What is Devoid
Is lacking
Light

Life

Love.

Sight.
Potpoem
Jul 2018 · 205
Coulda—Woulda—Shoulda
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
Would you if
Could you with
A gift of any wish
Granted /
Change
Beauty
Or what they deem to be
The ugly
in humanity
Simply (for one's own comfort)
To see and to shape
Satisfactorily
It's property…

Metamorphose.

So suppose
You could impose
Your willing whim on Man,
Or make refined
These grains of sand
To cry

Change sweet sugars
To sour lime

And with this power on a dime
Create your own heart
To love / to shine
Maybe even shape the world
With peaceful times!?

As always
rain will fall
As war
Often loudly screams to be
Consistently and capitalistically
Decreed

A Disagreeing discord
Ever more......

But if you could
And if you should
With every beef and steer
Against the odds angst and deep
Defeatists' endearing fear
Educate the darkness
How it can be lifted by
A single spark,

Would you

If could you

Should have

With a gift
Of a single wish:
Recognize Our Heart

A good place to Always
Start...


(Stay true for you are Art)
Revised.
Jul 2018 · 860
Poetry Is Art.
Butch Decatoria Jul 2018
Poetry is Art

A body of Forms

Tender touches tip of kisses

Deeper thirsts

Quenched by tongues

Poetry is Art.

Love

Nouveau.

Poetry thou Art.

Heart & Soul...
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