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Butch Decatoria Dec 2020
What genius evening keeps secret
The moribund...

His foot falls echo the chill of Novembers deep
Tapping, clapping, wrapping
His man-heavy fragility in wool

How distant and suddenly wide is the night...

What shrewd skills fear casts--a mask,
That evening keeps him wary, attentive as wax,
For Shadows shed no discomfort for this lamb,
His rhythm once “lord of the dance.”

Pulsing toes as eyes flash to every creak or whisper;
The Depth of his sightlessness made paranoid
by twisted twilight shapes, shifting, nerves frozen haste…

His weakness, not knowing, a pallid winter on his face.

Even now its slow climb upon his back
Carried by the slip of a breeze laying waste
to the soundtrack of dead leaves and black.

His foot falls stomping to clash and map
A stroll in the cryptic saves nothing sincere when fear
Deepens in the bones, no resolve but panic...

What genius a weapon: sheer flights of fancy
the conditioned youths who preconceived calamity,
Strange and delicate spaces between the ears
Defeated before finding a sure foot, a mind clear

Before evening or reaching a well lit street,
Familiar and familial suburbs of a mind
Diminished by the subterfuge of fear…

His foot falls turn a corner
And the sound of conflict
Disappear…
Revised
Butch Decatoria Dec 2020
Slender branches, two for arms
Nose of carrot, the tip bit off.
On his head, a Santa hat,
Winsome smile of berries, black.
Missing buttons from P-coat for eyes.
A family member if for one night.
Near home that's trimmed in twinkling lights.
Butch Decatoria Dec 2020
Wallace, my man Wallace, fell
In love with his wife,
For real for real
Fell in love.

If someone should happen upon
To see the two of them
If by chance passed by
Them two together

How odd a couple
They may say
She's such a little thing
Something so prestine to
Wallace, homeless guy howler.
Who is more himself with her than
Without her.

Mr. dumpster-diver-king!

The two individually are
Themselves genuinely
Together lovey-dovey,
Not an act.

Wallace falls in love,
Says that's a fact
Knowing that it also means
He’s found someone
to lose.

Still, Wallace knew
love.
It's the god-honest Truth.
A lonely man’s church.
Dedicated to his wife lost to COVID-19
Butch Decatoria Dec 2020
Nothing and Power are opposites,
Both are illusion, things unreal.
But men have made giants of them,
Creating something that they run
Away from or towards.
Don’t believe in the illusion.
We create our own hell becoming prey
To the gods we kneel down to
Belief and grief are monsters we
Must slay, to see a better day.
Namaste.
(Nothing leads to hating Everything, they say)
Butch Decatoria Dec 2020
It’s messed up when your parents
Blame you for someone else stealing
Something that belongs only to you,
Rather than empathize they assail you
With demeaning language, belittling
Your already damaged ego.

“It’s your own fault for letting them in”

Whoever said that being a good host
Wouldn’t have consequences, living
In this reality. Still in the dark ages,
Where’s the Light?
#messedup
Butch Decatoria Dec 2020
Having a family is like ruling a kingdom,
With all that comes with the crown
Respect and Trust,
Don’t dismiss the importance of
Love.
A king or queen should be loved, as how that kingdom is loved.

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Butch Decatoria Dec 2020
Men who are unattached or single
In hopes of fly by lip service.
Stand underneath it, rather than mingle.
Toasts to family and new year’s arriving,
Leading to secret Santa gifts dividing
Evening to morning’s inebriated light
Twinkling with holiday cheer
Obese with feasting, eggnog-beer, and snowball fights.
Elves run past, avoiding such kisses, downright.
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