But you're totally worth it
You're worth life
You're living for a reason
Maybe you're not the funniest or the skinniest
But I know for sure that you're ******* awesome
So don't cut yourself
Don't **** yourself
I know how it feels
I've been in the hospitals
Don't surrender; don't give up
It gets easier
Thanks for being amazing
Please continue to bless this world with your presence

Before this boy came I didn't sing
Now I can't stop
I can't stop smiling over his flaws
Passion over consequence
They all say be careful
It won't last
Don't get attached
But baby that ship has sailed
The tug of his stubble has taken me further from the surface
Gasping for air in between kisses
It was the most pleasurable struggle
Keep me fighting
Make me a warrior

it's always on me
waiting for my neck to snap
my blood to poison
all the cells to die
the white lighter is always in my pocket
to light my fix
fuel my flame
am i worthy enough to be the next contestant on the 27 list?

Take me down to the moon
& trace your art in my skin
Cut too deep for it to bleed
Indent your individual masterpiece into my soul
Cole, so beautiful
I can only view your angel carved figure from afar
I pray to bukowski for the slightest brush of your natural tan
I'm a mess
But you're gorgeous
Give me a chance

You shot the cancer into me
The depression took over my body
Like the cold took over your heart
They made you like this
Your Messiahs
Singing with you
In your choir of angst
Will she die for you like I did?
Take your orders
Yell at me, Maynard!
Become your fate!
Become 27!
Your 10,000 days mean nothing to you
Wasting them away without me

So out of the ordinary this was
Such a demonic move from me this was
I stole her trust along with him
He whispered mischief and sins to me in the dark
Plucked my heart strings like his guitar
He stole me with the talk of our future
Rolling down grass hills & being stoners
Being in a band & getting interviewed
How fun & ****** up our relationship was
I watched him fall in love with her
While he fell in love with me
We all loved each other
Each individuals' displeasing reason
I demolished boundaries
& take what isn't mine

It's so messed up
I just want to be her
I want to be the girl in your arms
The one in your heart
I'm only in your distant memories
Your subconscious
The photographs in your trash can
I'm the ashes
Useless
She's your new source of nicotine
You crave her
I'm only missed for the high I gave you
The high she can't supply
I'm the ashes of your brand
It's all burnt up
But you'll sing about it
& you'll get angry about it
Just dump me with the photographs