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disappointment.
small. sad.
i was ready.
i came prepared.
but this isn’t what i wanted
I sighed.  I giggled.
So you snapped.
and forced.
  and held.
    and choked.
“it won’t happen again”
meek.  weak.
you gruffed, and grunted.
and moaned.
and i was still.
lifeless.  on my back.
so i peered at the nightstand,
and your wilted flower.
Remember not, but deliver us from the punishment.
Deliver us from the sins of the mind,
Deliver us from the sins of the heart,
Deliver us.
Save us from ourselves,
And let us rest in peace.

Not god, but Void...
Sometimes thinking of you
Keeps me up at night.
I only admit it to you when I think you won't remember.
I'd love your scars,
Physical and otherwise.
I'd follow the map of them to your secrets,
Spread them out before me
And love them all too.
All I want
Is permission
To find you
To find what you are ashamed of
What you loathe
What you keep hidden because the sight of it hurts you
To find it
To know it
To forgive it
When you can't
And to touch you like you're breakable,
Like you're fragile and perfect
As the thinnest glass
That might crinkle and collapse
If I held on too tight.
All I want is your permission
To love
Your scars.
Hypocrisy tastes like a burning flag, metallic and too sweet, like prepackaged lemonade and the sweat on your upper lip. Ghost girls with skin the color of special facilities linger in map-less forests, fleeing from camps where they dip chin-dimpled children in ice bucket lies. It’s only a game, gentlemen. Don’t think too loud or they’ll paint ribbons around your neck faster than you can whisper “this is wrong,” faster than “this is inhumane,” and even faster than “where is God?” Faster than the pale, fleshy worms that creep into the orbs of innocence embedded in girls’ abdomens and turns them crimson, and what escapes is only soggy snow and whimpers of protest. But no, you can’t blame those vermes. It’s human nature. This is all human nature, and we still find ourselves better than the trees, faster than sound, higher than the clouds.
The bus is a roaring,
humming dragon.
That growls and stalls,
The buses fire,
warms us from the outside cold.
The bus takes us away,
to far away lands,
where dragons could never exist.

— The End —