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Why are our feelings of sadness so much stronger than feelings of happiness?
Why does sadness inspire people to write such beautiful things?
Why are we only happier after we're sad?
Why can't happiness inspire us as much as sadness or anger?
Why does sadness love us so much even though most of us don't like it?
 Nov 2013 Brittani
AJ
Up to a point
We spend our whole lives searching for superman.
He's hard to find,
But his cape isn't completely invisible.
You can see a tiny bit peeking out from his collar.
He's already been about a kajillion people.
A mom who made you
Macaroni and cheese when you're sick.
A teacher who yelled at the other kids
When they said your glasses were stupid.
The little boy who sat with you at lunch
On your first day at that new school.
The big brother who threatened to beat up
The creepy boy who gave you your first kiss.
That first boyfriend who was there
When your cat died sophomore year.
Superman is almost impossible to find.

But then you hit that point.
Remember when I said
"Up to a point"
Well this is the horrible part.
I mean, it's god awful.
Superman gets really annoying at this part.
It's going to make you want to scream.
Just bare with me on this one.

He puts the cape
On you.
Oh yes.
Now you're superman.
Could anything be worse?
Now there is no one to save the day.
Now you must make your own macaroni and cheese,
Stand up for yourself,
Make your own friends,
Deal with your own relationships,
And handle your own emotions.

I bet your mind is churning now.
You see what I mean.
You've probably hit this point.
Now by this point,
I was furious.
I bet you are too.
You see,
You don't want to be superman.
So this is what you do.
You reject the cape.
But unfortunately for you,
Superman used some super glue.
This is permanent.

Ugh, right?
And now you're going to put all of your time
And all of your energy.
Angrily trying to figure out
Who put this cape on your back.
But you don't really want to know who.
What fun would that be
Just to scream it out
And still be left with the responsibility?
It's good to have a faceless name.
What you really want is to be mad.
I know that my favorite game
Is the blame game.
And I'm willing to bet yours is too.

What we really need to do
Are you ready for the plot twist?
Is realize that we were already Superman!
Remember the time
You did your little sister's make up for her first dance,
Or when you stayed up all night on the phone
Listening to your friend vent about her stress,
Or when you picked up the flyers
That the lady at the restaurant dropped in the street,
Or when you lent that kid two dollars
So that he could buy lunch.
Or when you went home for a visit
Just because your mother missed you.

It's been us all along.
Did you see that coming?
I sure didn't.
 Nov 2013 Brittani
distantfridays
Have you ever climbed up high,
Just to see if you could touch the moon?
Have you ever sung like no one was listening,
Even though you were out of tune?
Have you ever called out into the darkness,
Just to see if anyone would reply?
Have you ever snuck out of your house at night,
Just to see the starry sky?
Have you ever walked into the sea,
Just to see if it felt as good as it looked?
Have you ever had a romance,
Just to see if you could make it like in the books?
Have you ever done something outrageous,
Just to see who would stare?
Have you ever really looked at the world,
Just to see what was out there?
Have you ever done something crazy,
Just to see yourself do something new?
Have you ever-
*“No, I haven’t. But I think I could with you.”
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 Oct 2013 Brittani
AJ
I'm so sorry, baby.
I didn't mean to leave you.
I wanted to stay I really did, baby.
I'm back now, baby.
I promise.

I'm so sorry, baby.
I know you needed me.
I just felt like I wasn't good for you, baby.
I made you sad, baby.
I just wanted to help.

I'm so sorry, baby.
I felt like you were ashamed.
You hid me from everyone, baby.
Like I was evil, baby.
Why did you do that if I wasn't so bad?

I'm so sorry, baby.
I thought that I was hurting you.
I didn't mean to leave a mark, baby.
I didn't mean to make you cry.
I'll try not too, anymore.

I'm so sorry, baby.
I just felt like you were using me.
You only came to me when you needed cheering up, baby.
We were happy when we were together, baby.
You were so sad after.

I'll never leave again, baby.
Even if you can't tell your family and friends.
I'll comfort you again, baby.
I'll make it okay, baby.
I promise I'll stay forever.
My blades.
It's not an addiction.
I promise.
It only leaves a few scars.
That's not too terrible a price to pay,
Is it?
 Oct 2013 Brittani
AJ
Chmura
 Oct 2013 Brittani
AJ
I thought I was going to be born
To be the sky.
But it turns out none of us can just
"Be the sky".
Some of us are the clouds,
And some of us are the airplanes,
And some of us are the stars,
And someone is the sun.

It's sad though,
Because I'm in love with a star,
And I'm not even an airplane.
I cannot even pretend I'm a star
When they turn out the lights.
I'm just a thin little cloud.
I can only get so close.
The best I will ever be able to do
Is get in it's way.
 Oct 2013 Brittani
Selena Irulan
When I first met you
I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my secrets
and what I didn't want ever.
you listened to me
I bet you thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would become more than just friends.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle,
with a heart so true.
You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness by your side.
I told you I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.
I know you
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what I'd do if you were gone?
So I have decided
time answers all.
If it is meant to be
time will remove the wall.
I love the way we are together,
you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever?
I guess I will have to wait awhile.
Time will reveal, what lies ahead
but always remember
what I have said.
Meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for you
I am never letting go.
Remember me always
and I will too.
I always think of
me and you
 Sep 2013 Brittani
AJ
Sana Mehaidli
 Sep 2013 Brittani
AJ
You look at me like I created the oceans,
And I wouldn't have it any other way.
It's just too bad that you set my pedestal to self destruct,
So that I'd feel like a suicide bomber.
 Sep 2013 Brittani
Genma J
I.
I lodged my soul
Into the tube of lipstick
I left at your house
Hidden beneath
The jeans and white blouse
I casually drowned
In careful disarray,
And I’ll silently pray
That you find it nestled
Next to the dusty chest
Of old love letters you’ve compiled
From people not me–
I’ll lay on your lips
To your ignorant bliss
Long after I’m gone
And we’ll have moved on
And you’ll smile at the
Luck you had at finding the perfect match
To your skin tone:
Red as sin
Against white like bone.

You’ll taste me as fast as you’ll forget me.

II.
I pressed my lips
Against your sweater
And murmured thoughts and
Recited letters
I’ve written in secret
And I whispered my heart
Into the stitches and seams
Until the fabric marked
Everything I felt but couldn’t say.
When mere words got in the way.
And I inhaled
The cigarette smoke
Til it made me choke
Like the night we stayed up
And star gazed and talked
And you apologized when
I sputtered and coughed –
But you should know, and I’ll tell you
Through my inconsistencies, I do
Not care if your lungs are permanently filled
With toxic fumes that seal your doom –
Poison is how I remember you.

But I’m not sure how you’ll remember me.

III.
I stayed up late, long after you fell
Asleep, and your chest rhythmically swelled
And collapsed with your breathing.
I watched you like a lover is wont
To do, like the stories I read
Told me to do,
Pressed between pages
Highlighted and dog-eared
Like an anxious student’s textbook.
I slipped out of bed
With your letters and your sweater
And I padded to the window
To read them even better
And I remembered that night
You joked about love
And forever, when you said pointedly:
‘My love is only as eternal as me’.
I pressed my lips
To your faded logo sweater
The one you’ll someday wear
When you meet someone better
And I whispered those
Three little words
But not exactly the three
That I really mean:
‘Don’t forget me’.

I wonder how long it took you to realize I was gone.

IV.
My love is only
As eternal as
Me.
 Sep 2013 Brittani
Genma J
I.
Dear Mom,
We sat around
A table for Grace
And lent ourselves none
When you fell from it.
Now when I stray
To thoughts of God
I always come back
To nothing at all.

II.
Dear Dad,
Congratulations:
There’s nothing else to say
Except that you were wrong
In every
Single
Way.

III.
Dear Sister,
Be ugly.
Coat the room in
Feeling
That bubbles and congeals
On the walls and
Beneath your nails
As you dig yourself out of
Other people’s graves
That would become yours
In time.

IV.
Dear Self,
Stop hating yourself.
You were the one
That cleaned up the blood
And wiped the tears
That fell from stinging eyes
That allowed the flowers to bloom
Around you.
You are not the seed
Of broken bottles and promises
But you will somehow
Grow from it.
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