I gave you my heart
and when you left, you gave it back.
(carefully; you tried not to break it.)
you did it so that I could give it
to someone else but my god, I wish
you'd kept it. (it remembers you
like worn-out furniture, it remembers
your shape, and no one else could fit
that way.)

////March 20 2014 /////
Fainting spells
are more common
when I'm trying
to memorize how
****** got into power
Sighing is more
common
when I'm trying
to learn the
art of polynomials
crying is more
common when I have
two tests tomorrow
and I still need
to start that essay
that was given
yesterday
madness is when
I have to understand
that my sadness
is a genetic disposition
I could never control
Disappointment is more
common when I have
to yet again cancel
the plans I made
with my friends
But still
even
after a week of doing
this ****
the only thing
I learned
is that knowledge
isn't found in
a textbook
and a power point
presentation

The first time I saw you I was overwhelmed by your beauty. Your thighs put a smile on my face. I’ve always wanted to approach you, but it seems like the more I come closer the further distant you become. Things seem to get complicated with every breath I take. As close as I ever got to you were the mere moments put together by such vivid imagination, A fantasy world created in my hierarchy. When I first laid eyes on you, it took me a minute to process what was before my eyes. I was in total disbelief, such perfection is unknown to me. Are you sure you weren’t made for me? You were nothing short of heaven sent. “You’re cute” those being the first words I’ve ever uttered to you, I didn’t think about, I didn’t contemplate it I just said it . A ton of emotions rushed through me your smile sent chills down my spine, I hoped you wouldn’t notice the blush on my face.. Dear Crush, I think you’re amazing. I don’t really know you but from what I’ve seen I’d like to see more.
By: @JustKarabo & @OfentseTsie

My brain & heart are caught up in one position. I’ve always prayed for your love, but it seems like I’ve been praying for a senseless thing. Wait! I overlooked the facade & and went through the shells. Now, you left me with a broken heart. Happiness is a foreign word in my petty life and that is because we’ve shared the same bed & memories. Worthlessness & pain are the emotions my heart are familiar with. Wait…wait a minute…you thought I fell for you?
Haha, excuse my laugh, ma’am I fell for you, built a shell for you
I loved you, past tense, you could tell do you?
I know I was a great guy for you, I know that’s what you tell your crew
but wait…you played me, scarred me, blew past me
I gave you my heart, you lived in my mind but you couldn’t trust me
so knee **** was sideline me, you lied to me
i thought it was forever but it was never, now you ask “Would you have died for me?”
How dare you when I cared for you and was there for you
you can call me thin air coz thats all you can be comparing me to
I’m gone…
By: @OfentseTsie & @SDotJr

Was it worth it?
Was it worth every ounce of my energy? Every inch of my soul?
I'm in the dark and your face is all I can see through the dark thoughts and pictures my mind is making up
Where you ever into me? Or you were just INTO me? To be part of the body count and bounce?
Is that how you roll?
Pick up the telephone... Pick up the telephone... Oh, no! It's not who I thought it was... Another lonely night creeps in... Clouds scattered like a herd of buck

By: @Ofentse_Tsie