i miss my best friend
we haven't talked
in almost two days
i miss her crazy ways
the way i would laugh
at her ridiculous jokes
the way we'd bond
over a long vent
she makes it all
seem okay
even when
it isn't

not sure what affects me most
my thoughts or my dreams

not sure what satisfies the best
lust, love, drugs, ***
or all of the above
or possibly you