stop loving me.

i feel like a selfish **** asking you to
but there is no love
in my bones
for you
stop breaking them open
to check

i can't be open with people
they feel sorry for the things that have happened to me
then they love me
more
but i can't do anything back

hatred i can deal with
i've dealt with it my whole life
but i don't know how to be careful with you
how to be something different
to make you not love me
moose, darling
don't love me,
please.

whatever it is
   you think you are
            or are not
it doesn't matter

i will tell you
    what you are
              because i can see you
(and you cannot see yourself)

you are mythical
made of fire
and grit
and a golden heart
a dense piece
of the universe
struggling to find itself
spooky action
at a distance
when light is shined

entanglement is required
to explain what is happening here

entanglement explains
what is happening
between us
/shivering/
       .particles.
>colliding<