While I lay in his arms
I'm as happy as can be
Well, atleast that's how it seems.
Deep down, though,
I know I wish he was you
But there is not a thing I can do
You moved on
Cut me off
Left me behind
Believe me, if I could,
I would press "rewind"
Go back to the way it was
When I still had your trust
There one thing I have to blame
As always, it is lust.
I miss the days I spent with you
The nights on the phone
when I talked to you
You made my days so much brighter
And better
So I'm just sitting here wallowing
Writing this letter
You left me, you forgot me,
I fell for you
And I shattered
But then again, I guess the past
Doesn't even matter
But it still hurts
Knowing you're gone forever
But maybe one day
There will be
A change in the weather
If that day ever comes,
And I cross your mind
remember it was your decision to leave me behind.
No, I'm not angry,
I'm just full of pain
I'm trying tos see the sunshine
But I'm stuck in the rain
I now know to keep my guard up
And never let it down
I swear to ******* god
No one will ever find a way around
Because you taught me that trust
Is hard to find
And wounds and scars and broken hearts
Are impossible to bind

Oh mary j
You make things okay
I love you beyond words.
I love to light you up
Watching you burn
Baby you make my world turn
Hits from the ****
Tokes from the bowl
Miss Mary jane
You make me feel whole
You will be my best friend
Until I die
Without you I could not survive
Everyday, I give thanks to god
Me and mary
Are like two peas in a pod
Well my lungs and my bones are craving
Your smoke
Ill see yall later I'm gonna go ****

I am something everyone searches for
No matter who you are,
Deep down, you crave me.
I can make your sun shine
Or I can bring you grey clouds
I can make you feel high
I can make you feel on top of the world
Like nothing could ever harm you,
Like you're invinvible
Or I can tear you down so low
I can make you do things you swear
You'd never do
I can turn the strongest people weak
The bravest people into cowards
I can be the reason behind your smile
When you wake up
Or I could be the reason you cry at night
When your head finally hits the pillow
What am I?

if you look into the mirror
and you don't break down and cry
you better thank the so called god above
that you don't want to die

you are blessed
unlike the rest
who cry themselves to sleep
because they hate their ****** reflection
they just want to love themselves
sick and tired of all the objections

why is it that
I see deep inside
I am nothing but worthless
why am I even alive?

Out there somewhere
There's a girl with soft hair
That falls halfway down her spine
She dances with the stars until they're aligned

She sings with the moon
Convinced that the sun will come back soon
But she's always left in the darkness

She says "that's ok"
Because things always go astray
Yeah sometimes things get in the way

She's innocent and unaware
Quite frankly she doesn't care
She just want to be free
That's why baby lives for the
lsd



2013 © O'Brien Devin Brielle

If the sun didn't shine
If the moon didn't beam
If the salty ocean didn't gleam
If the rain didn't drizzle
From out of a cloud
If the peak of a thunderstorm
Didn't make a sound
If lightening didn't strike
If snow wasn't white
If the stars in the black sky
Gave off no light
If I still had you
None of this would ever even phase me
You keep me sane
Yet you drive me crazy
If the earth didn't spin
If the galaxies didn't go on forever
Our souls
Could still never be dissevered

2013 © O'Brien Devin Brielle