Dwelling on the past
I'm not sure the reason
The best times of our lives
Pass by as if they were seasons
And the painful  times drag on
For such an unreasonable amout of time,
Acting as if they were a punishment
For an unforgivable crime.
You cannot relive
Memories
But you ponder them within
Nostalgia creates a bitter sweetness
Of the places you have been

So sail away
In the calm ocean of your mind
And Think of all the good times
That you had to leave behind.

I hate you
Yet I dream about you

And when I awaken in the middle of the night

I ache for you

And when the morning sun shines through the cracks of my window in the early day

Deep down inside me

I wish you had stayed

2013 © O'Brien Devin Brielle

Your eyes;
They are not blue
But I'll compare them to the ocean
If I want to
They surely do remind me
Of the stirring of the waves crashing down
On the sand
But baby, I don't think
I could ever understand
Because when I look deep within them
My mind gets so lost
But I'm going to uncover you
Whatever the cost
I've never seen such
Sad, sad
Eyes
So dark with such a
Familiar surmise.

I close my eyes
(there are tears in my eyes)
I let him touch me
(I don't want him to touch me)
We smoke ****
(but you're all that I need)
He traces his finger tips down my body
(I miss the way you'd feel my body)
He kisses me softly
(I taste your lips)
He gazes into my eyes
(I miss looking into your eyes)
He tells me I'm perfect
(You made me feel perfect)
He lays me down on the bed
(You're in my head)
He takes off my clothes
(You made me feel whole)
He gives me that look
(You could read me like a book)
He thrusts inside me
(I wish it were you beside me)
He makes me feel amazing
(I hated you for changing)
Then, he is done
(You said you were done)
He kisses my face
(No one can take your place)
He says goodbye
(You said goodbye)
Now I'm alone
(Please come back home)