Remember me?
Pink river smile
Silky-explosion hair all over your pillows
Peachy-love flavored kisses
On your chocolate melting eyes…

Remember me??
Yellow sunshine of your mornings
Banana sweet balm of your yesterdays
Sugary lemonade hugs
Sunflower-ing your days…

Remember me giving
Every last ray of sunshine?
Remember me sharing
Every last bit of laughter?

Remember me caring
Until I forgot myself?
Remember me loving
Every destructing once of you?

REMEMBER ME?
Knife on the floor
Red river next to it
Dripping from a dead sun
With demon eyes
Staring at the angry cuts
Dying to forget
Dying to follow
Your amnesiac steps

The way you touch my hair
And the way you smell my skin
The way it hurts
You make me suffocate
The way I miss your I love you's
And the way your arms shelter me, shatter me
The way it kills me
You make me suicidal
The way our voice comforts me
And the way you make me cut my wrists
And then make me heal my wounds
I hate you

He loves the way she walks, the way she rolls her eyes, the
way she says *******.
He loves her bruised lips, her scarred back,
her oily messy hair, and her skinny legs.
He loves her moans, and her black black mascara,
and the way she smirks when he calls her
beautiful.

I'm drowning in your flesh
Drowning in the scent of your sweat
Trusting your hands
Island of lost dreams
Not caring where I've landed
Knowing the truth
Living the lies
I'm drowning in your voice
Saying my name
Saying you love me but
(Do I still care?)
Drowning in my agony
Holding on to you
Screaming your name
Screaming I LOVE YOU
But
*Do you still care?

I'm not your typical kind of girl
Maybe I was
A long time ago
2 or 3 lifetimes ago
When I still had
Diamonds in my eyes,
Flowers in my hair,
Laughter in my voice.

You may know me
I'm that ******* the street
Staring at you
Making you feel nervous
Making you want me
Until you're crazy about me
Until you beg me
To take you to love you to care.

I'm not your typical kind of girl
Maybe I was
A million tears ago but,
Oh man, you don't know me
I'll be your sleepless nights,
Your worst nightmares
Flirting-cheating-abusing-manipulating-sick girlfriend
I'll also be
The love of your life.

Too soon,
I'll wave you goodbye
Telling you I had
A great time - don't cry - you'll be fine – HAH.

I'm not your typical kind of girl
Maybe I was.
But that was
Countless broken hearts ago.

In your eyes I see
Stars behind bars
Coffee stains and red grass
I see
Ice cream melting on the vanilla blue mountain
Smiling secret candies
Flirting with my torture
I see
Cigarettes lullabies
A forgotten Cinderella
Smoked, burning promises (ashes)
And my heart in pieces

I had a dream last night
Of your bleeding knees
Begging eyes
Purple-red wrists
And I have that dream
Every night.

I went to bed last night, but
Not before
handgunmouthtriggerNO
And then
I went to sleep.

I was your shadow
You were the boom-boom of my heart
You were the tick-tock of my life
And my pillow is so wet now
I think of you and bleed.

BoomboomTicktock
You had it all
Took and kept
Laughed and left
What will happen to my soul?

My heart is drained
My clock is broken
And in the dark, no shadow can live.