That's it I'm leaving this time

..................................................Oh but I love him so much

I can't stay here it's suicide

..................................................Look at his face his eyes his lips…

I gotta be strong now

.................................................I'm so weak his arms are calling my name

I can still smell her on him

I'm leaving

..............................................No impossible…I'll leave next time

You always say that

...............................................Maybe one day he'll open his eyes and

...............................................See me bleed.

'I love you baby, you know I do. You lighten up my days', you say



Oh boy, you make me laugh. Don't you know that I
Can see right through your lies, into your eyes and I
See the *****, see the sweat, see the invisible truth:
You got a **** princess.



Ms. Morning Dew, Evening Dew, wetness all over
Ms Package Deal, with some more spilling out.
She left cheap lipstick stains on
You shirt
Your pants
('You're the only one in my life. You believe me, right?')
And down there too.


Don't you know that I can feel you hardness against
My thigh when you dream of her at night?
I can see that you're caught up in your fishnets fantasies
You live in Whoreville, baby, with her
Population: 2, Hail the queen!
You're ******* lost forever.
You got yourself a queen with a heart of lace



'I love you'*, you say



*******

Dangerous princess tells him ''***** you,
what makes you ******* think I need you?''
Bangs hiding her eyes
Queen of hearts is smiling/crying
The sun has set down forever
on her glossless lower lip.
Breathing only the smoke she exhales
Living only through his hurt
Satanic daisy walks away waving her Stoli bottle

.
.
.

He's
in
love

She tried to find a job
to try to get some money
to try to buy a car
to try to go away
to try to find a road
to a place where she didn't scream at night
for him.

''Why didn't you call me text me answer me?''

.

My cigarette is heavy between my fingers, and I'm exhausted, babe. Just, please, shut the **** up.

.

''Why do you keep on smoking that **** why do you keep ignoring me you cheat and flirt and and and dress like a **** and and what about all that crack and crap and and all those guys why I don't understand why why do you hate me why why''*

...

.....

.......

..........

''BECAUSE. YOU. MAKE. ME. SICK.''

When you don't use tissues, not even your shirt
and the floor gets most of it
you talk with ghosts
and whisper and sob and scream
his name
when your lungs forget how to breathe
and your hands are eager to hurt and cut
but. the phone still rings, ignored.

Purple flowers.
I don't know their name
and I don't give a ****
I don't even care about the flower part
I only stare at the
ugly green and white paper they were
wrapped in, the part
you touched.