A strong heart
Is all I ever wanted
to have.

'Cause this will enable me
To continuously
Live
And
Love.

These chains that bind me,
I will break.
Sooner, true happiness will find me,
My smiles will no longer be fake.

From my sad past
I will be free.
Start anew with a blast
Dance each day of my life with glee.

Fly
Go high
Be amazed
By the beauty
Feel the freedom spree
Learn from the days of yore
From our painful past be freed
Open up our hearts and spread love
Do things for the future's betterment.

One dull grey day had just passed
Leaving me feel like an outcast
Then thinking of what had gone wrong
For me not to feel strong.

With one eyebrow raised
One hand cupping the face
And the other scratching my head
While my back straightened on my bed.

As I think deeper and deeper
The thoughts are getting weirder and creepier
Making me feel like lost in a big crowd
Making me shout out loud.

When I already calmed down
I shook my head and frowned
Realizing I have more important things to do
Than just to keep on feeling so blue.

I want an escape from my reality
And live in my fantasy
But then I ended up drowning in miseries
'Coz I was overcome by my worries.

So I stood up with head held high
And said, "I am now ready fly" -
Fly away from sorrows
And look up for better tomorrows.

I'm leaving but still not sure if I should
A part of me told me to stay where I stood.

Confused with my situation
I walked and go with some hesitation.

I don't think I have done something wrong
But I'm feeling so heavy
My heart beating hard as if being pounded by a gong
By that time, I already felt a bit guilty.

So I sent a text message and called
But received no reply and heard a tone for calls rejected.

In my head that feeling is lingering
Sitting uncomfortably knowing
Something - someone - is missing.

By the time I arrived home
I immediately checked my phone
Hoping to see a reply
But there was non so I gave out a sigh!
I tried to call again
Thinking he was home by then
But still he's not answering
All the calls I'm making.

As I sit on my bed
I unconsciously scratch my head
Thinking if it would make a difference
If I stayed there and waited with enough patience.

Maybe, tomorrow this guilt will be gone
Be okay again and have fun.

As I lay down to sleep and shut my eyes
I suddenly realize
That I'm still in the midst of confusion
Not sure if I made the good decision.

Thinking I should have waited
Still thinking about him
Drowned by this feeling
As if my heart fainted
This I am thinking
'Til I fell asleep.

I have a very special treasure
A precious wealth for sure
Something I have since I was born
It’s the love of God I have adored.

He helps me in my tasks,
Even though I do not ask,
He gives me knowledge and skills,
In return, I do obey His will.

But I know that it’s not just enough,
To surpass God’s unconditional love
Because nothing can still be compared
To all the things to me He shared.

From the beginning till forever,
His love I will always remember,
It is my one precious wealth
In my blessed life on Earth.

I have someone special
In my heart
I keep.

Each day,
And maybe each minute,
I am missing him.

I love him truly
A thousand "I Love You"
Would not equal
The love I have for him.

The heart cannot let go of the feelings;
The mind cannot forget about the memories;
The physical presence you're missing.
All these give you pain;
Ending up crying;
And it feels like dying,
When you say goodbye
To someone who mean so much.

We always want to be seen in our best
Showcase everything that's nice
And tend to hide the rest.

Beating, drumming, pounding...
Here all that?
That's how my heart behaves
Whenever you're by my side;
It's like my heart will jump out of my chest
Feeling so happy
Knowing that you're so close to me.
I feel like I'm going to faint
Hope your arms are always ready
To catch me if I fall.

Having thoughts in my head
Seems to have an endless flow
Drowning me 'til I can't breathe
'Coz I can't contain everything.

I thought those words
Forever will keep on coming
But now, here I am,
Thinking, but left with nothing.

Looking inside my head right now
Is like staring in a dark hallow
Without a single speck of light
To illuminate the place and make it bright.

Maybe now I've stopped from bleeding
No more words coming out
No more creative thoughts
Left with non sense things.

Three words,
Eight letters,

Please do not ever say it,
Unless...

**You really mean it!

Without You,
A part of me
Would always be missing.

If today is my dying day
I wanna make it a grand one.

Though my time wasn't a long one
"Thank you for having this life" is what I'll still say.

Whatever you will do,
Forever be true,
Always be YOU!

If you feel scared
Because of the risks involved,
Forget them all
And take the fall.
If it is meant to be,
You will then see
It will be worth it all.

Everything we have encountered
Was really meant for us to be experienced.

They add colors to our life
And make it a unique master piece.

Needless to say anything,
Through your actions
I knew
*Everything.