Doing something you know is stupid
Makes you wanna let someone whack you in the face
Hoping that it would somehow shake your brain
For you to think right again.

But no matter how hard you shook your head,
Still your mind is troubled;
Realizing in the end
That you've been confused by your feelings.

Once upon a time I met Mr. Dream Guy,
When our gazes met, I saw the twinkle in his eye;
In an instant we have been so close,
He's always there to sweep out all my woes.

Being with him is like living a story in fairytale,
He makes me happy each day without fail;
He has this remarkable kindness
He had stolen my heart with his gentleness.

Then one day I met another
His name is Mr. Lover,
With all the courage he had, he told me he likes me,
By that time I felt my heart skipped a beat 'coz it really shocked me.

He makes a lot of effort to show his sincerity to me
Done this and that to make me so happy,
As time goes by our closeness was build
With his sweetness my heart has been filled.

Now, a dilemma is what I'm facing;
Between those two, to whom do I have a stronger feeling?
Who should I love?
Whose presence does my heart wanted to have?

A strong heart
Is all I ever wanted
to have.

'Cause this will enable me
To continuously
Live
And
Love.

Needless to say anything,
Through your actions
I knew
*Everything.

Everything we have encountered
Was really meant for us to be experienced.

They add colors to our life
And make it a unique master piece.

I'm leaving but still not sure if I should
A part of me told me to stay where I stood.

Confused with my situation
I walked and go with some hesitation.

I don't think I have done something wrong
But I'm feeling so heavy
My heart beating hard as if being pounded by a gong
By that time, I already felt a bit guilty.

So I sent a text message and called
But received no reply and heard a tone for calls rejected.

In my head that feeling is lingering
Sitting uncomfortably knowing
Something - someone - is missing.

By the time I arrived home
I immediately checked my phone
Hoping to see a reply
But there was non so I gave out a sigh!
I tried to call again
Thinking he was home by then
But still he's not answering
All the calls I'm making.

As I sit on my bed
I unconsciously scratch my head
Thinking if it would make a difference
If I stayed there and waited with enough patience.

Maybe, tomorrow this guilt will be gone
Be okay again and have fun.

As I lay down to sleep and shut my eyes
I suddenly realize
That I'm still in the midst of confusion
Not sure if I made the good decision.

Thinking I should have waited
Still thinking about him
Drowned by this feeling
As if my heart fainted
This I am thinking
'Til I fell asleep.