i bleed in words
lying restlessly
with ink stained skin
messy thoughts
and messy feelings
painting my body
i’m drowning in an ocean
of my own self destruction

i bleed in words
yet i have nothing to say

May the stars forever shine and the moon forever glow.
May your mind be forever beautiful and your heart forever kind.
May the tips of your fingers forever tingle with the feeling of love and light.
May you forever live happy, loved and carefree.

i lost myself in you
lost myself
in your diamond mind
and your ocean eyes
i completely
utterly
lost myself
in you
and
i’m not
searching
for a way out

all the stars in the sky could never amount to the light inside my chest
that switches on every time you look at me like that

see her naked
before you see her without her clothes

you sparked a fire inside of me
hot enough to burn down my defenses
now i'm left in an empty house
with no way to put out the flames