Sheets soaked,
She lies in silence of the great unknown
Her body quivers as she tugs
Her graceless arms between her risen knees
She takes deep breaths,
Stares at the fading sun
Vivid yellow like the locks
She tries to recapture to remind her
Of the time she partook in his time
Eyes baggy and dark,
It was another restless night
Now grow dry from remembering
The way he once made days shine
She blinks halfheartedly once,
Lost concentration staring at the wall
The sun had turned orange cream in its descending fall
The colors seep through slit blinds,
Slice her from neck to thigh
Her heart beacons with a mournful why
As her mind does tell her the defeated rhyme
She wonders how the sun tastes to him now
And if he buys them the prettiest flow-ers
She sighs a sigh of defeat,
Rolls over and let's her aching thoughts
Carry her off to a sacred retreat
She touches him there,
Runs her fingers through his hair
Up against the closed door of a bathroom stall
Legs protect her from the fall
She breaths him in,
Goes where she imagines no one has ever been
She only realizes in her dream
The whole time she had cried,
Up until telling his shoulder goodbye
Like thousands of pixels,
He disappeared
She hits the cold hard ground
Walls no longer here the sound