Joyce Sayson

Joyce Sayson Oct 2022

this would be the final moment
that i would gonna cry so loud
am i so worthless?
i should really listen to myself
if i have to return back time
i wish i could love myself more.

#selflove

Joyce Sayson May 2020

no chance

still mesmerized about that night,
you still have that sweetest smile,
i wish i can hug you so tight,
even if i'm not the one you chose.

Joyce Sayson May 2020

tape 14

i really thought about this.
it wasn't a joke anymore.
maybe this time,
my life is worthless.

Joyce Sayson May 2020

too late

it wasn't a good night,
that was a ******* nightmare.
it made me the truest monster,
in my innermost pure heart.
left me untamed for a long time.

Joyce Sayson Sep 2019

fallacy

this would be the worst
of the best day i ever had.
got my happiness
from the most lonely mood i ever felt.
i'm still glad,
even though i'm crying right now.

Joyce Sayson Sep 2019

kinda lonely

the wind goes wild,
silence kills me.
let me know,
if you'll come back.

Joyce Sayson Aug 2019

reset mode

i don't know how to end things right,
if we drifted apart,
i don't know how to restart
my mind without your heart.