Bless the world with your beauty
The world will bless you with it's love
The world will take care of you
The world will help you
You must help the world

Maybe men aren't for me
Looking back they have always gotten in the way of me being my raw true self
They have gotten in the way of making my dreams come true
They got in the way of my hard work
Of my education
Of my family
My friends
Me
And I let them

You came at a really strange time
My feelings were slipping
My everything was confused
I couldn't do anything
There you were
Staring at me
As I walked by
A cold mean stare
Preying on me
You looked hungry
You looked at me as if I was your next meal
Then you attacked
But I fought back so hard
I knew your game so I let you charge
I stayed focused the whole time
Understood every detail and didn't have hopes to make you mine
We got so far into it and then we crashed because you knew that what we had could never last
We tried to block each other it didn't work
I tried to call
You moved
You think that I don't know but I do
What will I do with you ?

There is clearly something about you that I haven't figured out yet
Of course everyone you meet will have their secrets
Everyone does
But yours is different
Yours is dark and I want to figure it out
I'm afraid if I do then we'd be through
We'd be done
I am so convinced that you are the one
You are the one for me
I'm sorry that I faked our family
I'm sorry that I lied to you

I have all day
God has given me the best kind of life
I am going to chase my dream
I am chasing my dream
I will do what I can to get where I want
To get where I need

The trick to writing is to write whatever and whenever

I think of the words the wise ones have told me
I think of the feeling that they gave to me
I think of the success
One day I'll be successful