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Bethany Jul 2010
Don’t thank me
I am not the saint
That you think I am
I am selfish
But you don’t understand
Everything I do
Is to save myself
Without my work I would be lost

I found something I could do
That has made me finally see the truth
I 'm not worthless as I once thought
To work with youth is a blessing from god
I am their mentor and their friend
A person they can always rely on
But they are so much more to me
They are my Scouting family.
Children are a true gift that needs to be nutured and loved.  Believe me when I say they give us more then we can ever give them.  I learn every day from them.
Bethany Jun 2010
Darkness falls
On love
All beauty
All magic
Lost forever
Broken heart
Shattered pieces
Beyond mend
Damage done
In shadow
Forever.
Bethany Jun 2010
How many times must a heart be broken
Before it fails to beat once more
When will the mind see the pattern
Love is a double edge sword

One edge is warmth and beauty
Laced with adrenaline
That makes your heart race
Just by a glance
A gentle touch
Or passionate kiss and embrace

The second edge is ice cold
Brings darkness to life
Laced with a poison
That kills the soul
Empties the heart
Each cut deeper and more precise

Bring out the armor
Protect the heart
Don’t be the next victim
Of the double edge sword.
Bethany Jun 2010
Sometime after midnight
A chilling sound fills the house
The noise of people yelling
In the distance sirens sound
From the bedroom I peek out
What’s that laying on the floor
Slowly I move closer
A cold feeling fills the air
Much to my horror
I see my dad laying there
His skin was grayish white
His eyes rolled back in his head
My mother yelled to my father
Please don’t leave comeback

In what seemed a flash
The furniture went flying
The room was filled with people
And my mother stood there crying
They did the chest compressions
They breathed into his lungs
But still he did not respond
Or come back to the ones he loved
The paddles were charged
One... two... three... clear
Again and again they tried
But it appeared to no avail

They put him on the gurney
And wheeled him out the door
Loaded him into the ambulance
But something was wrong
The siren didn’t sound
The ambulance didn’t move
What the hell was going on
They never did that before
My mother crying said to us kids
Go quick put on some clothes
We’re all going to the hospital
Wait we’ve never gone before

We quickly got into the car
Rushed behind the ambulance
We pulled into the hospital
Watched them rush the gurney in
We waited for what seemed forever
In the hospital waiting room
At last the doctor came out
But by his look we knew
He looked into my mother’s eyes
Said we did everything we could
But there was no bringing him back
I ‘m so sorry to all of you

They took us back to see him
So we could say goodbye
I approached the bed cautiously
With tears falling from my eyes
There were tubes in his mouth
And wires coming off his chest
His skin was white and cold
His lips were blue and cracked
I didn’t want to let him go
But they said that we must leave
I felt a part of me died that night
As they dragged me from the room
I wish I would have said goodnight
And how much that I loved you.
Life is unpredictable.....Always tell the people in your life how much you love them...for tomorrow may be to late....My dad died when I was 12 and I still regret not telling him that night.
Bethany Jun 2010
From a far off distance a friendly voice comes from no where
It’s the voice I have wanted to hear for so long
He is like an angel sent from heaven with a mission
His job to make me laugh and smile
Who would have thought anyone could succeed
I have become the ice queen for so long
Taking life way to seriously
But slowly the ice shield is melting away
I am singing and dancing once more
Thanks to him I feel almost young
Definitely alive and liking life.
Bethany Jun 2010
How can I say I love you
If I cause you so much pain
What a selfish person
I'm beginning to portray
I never meant my heart
To fall in love with you
But it has and how to stop it
I haven’t got a clue
I know you don’t believe
That soul mates exist
But I can’t help wonder
What if this is it
I'm drawn to you like a magnet
I just can’t stay away
So now I have to say I’m sorry
I don’t know what else to say.
Bethany May 2010
Life just happens
It’s there for you to live
Take the time to enjoy it
Before it cease to exist
You make it what you want
No need to complain
For if you don’t like it
It’s for you to change
You were given one life
Just live it…Bring it on.
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