love  can be like lemon
it can be bitter sweet
or it can be an apple
that falls down at your feet
it can be a cherry hanging from a tree
blossoming all around you making life so free
it can be an orange very round and whole
very bright and beautiful it can warm your soul
love is like a fruit and the fruit off life is free
love is all around for all the world to see

Sometimes when im looking in her eyes
I find myself asking the inner me why
Sometimes when i hold her i question is this real
all the love i have for her do i really feel
When i kiss her i wonder is this love what it seems
I'm telling you the type of happiness i never dreamed
Never dreamed of loving you as much as i do
my whole world revolves around you
When i hold u in my arms going to sleep
I still find u being involved in my dreams
Never dreamed of waking up to the woman i love
Or finding warmth and comfort in one of your hugs
I love you so much i dont know how to act
Wanting you forever and that is a fact
See i never dreamed of settling down so young
But this dream im dreaming can only be dreamed once
So ill keep dreaming a dream I never dreamed
And i wont wake up as long as your with me

Looking in the mirror and the face that looks back i hate
All the pain and misery you put me through your a **** disgrace
Why are you staring at me with such evil eyes?
Every word that comes out your mouth is a lie
Tears running down my eyes and you look back overjoyed
I tried to go the right direction but my life you have destroyed
Relationship failing and its all because of you
You took all of my weakness and used it as a tool
I hate what i see because i feel like nothing
All the hurt in me you used it as a suction
And ****** all the good from my lips
So now what i speak cuts me like a whip
Staring at this person and just going off
******* its your fault we are lost
If only you would of told me to do right
I wouldn't be standing here with this gun tonight
It's over you destroyed me now it is time to destroy you
I looked in the mirror pulled the trigger and killed me too
As my spirit lifted from my body i realized the person i seen in the mirror was me
But because i was so lost the inner person within i didn't see
Now my soul wanders because i didn't mean to **** her
Now knowing it was me i that i destroyed in the mirror

It's not a habit with this i have no control
This is something I cant get up the nerve to tell no
I need it as i rub my legs 2gether wanting a fix
All im needing is one hit
Then for a while my mind will be free
It will float in the air passing through the trees
Without it in my body there is a friction
What i have is an addiction
Cant stop moving without it i have no ease
The thought of my addiction buckles my knees
It gives me shattering teeth and goose bumps
Knowing the addiction is too much
Wanting to have control but it wont let me
Never wanting this addiction to leave
It solves problems that i don't want to understand
Time consuming addiction needing a helping hand
Sleep never comes when i have not fed my craving
For it i go begging,pleading,prowling,and slaving
A habit no; much more complex
Wondering how im gonna come up with the next
A hard ******* from me rise when i see it
Knowing i want it **** i need it
My addiction
Soft complexion smile is light
usually go on the prowl for it early mornings and late at night
I cook it up with my own hands as i mold it to my liking
And when i get it just right i slice it
knowing that i  want it but i have to make it want me too
knowing that my addiction is you

JaMie wants me to move on with life
and wants me to do it
without any fight
She has expressed her intentions
for permanent scars
and showed me her body where
he'd ****** a little to hard.
Her pleasure in watching
the collapse of my chest
left her looking for more bruises
poised to take my last breath.
But wait there was more that she
needed to share.
It was time to hear how little I knew
and stupid each night while waiting for you.
Dry heaving sounds from a confused reaction
A lump inside from her satisfaction
I think Im done though she said more
it ends in with ***** all over the floor.