im emo,
dripping with angst.
writhing at the sight of you.
heaving chest.

im indie,
holding myself up.
trying too hard to be seen.
strumming the strings of my life.

im metal,
i have no shame.
i feel no pain.
screaming your NAME.

im classical,
light, and airy.
its beautiful, even if long forgotten.
lyricless skips, and bounds, and strolls.

im rock,
solid.
a constant, at any rate.
nothing sets me off like a some electric dynamite.

i've given up sleep,
i have nothing to get up for.
i've given up trying,
i couldn't want you any more.
i've given up you,
i tried it all and nothings right.
i've given up on love,
you  have taken all my fight.

I miss you more than you know.
You don't know how much of me it takes, to hide it deep down low.
I can't breathe.

There's no sunshine in my days.
Only hurricanes, rain, and fits of rage.
I can't breathe.

I've become a master, at this charade.
Had I not, I don't think I'd make it through the day.
I can't breathe.

I still look for you, in those passing by.
When it's not, inside I start to cry.
I can't breathe.

It still hurts, too much for me to say.
It's never ending, this pain won't go away.
I can't breathe.

I can't breathe.

I can't breathe.

I am stoner,
watch me soar!

I am a handle,
that opens your door.

I am the sunshine,
which keeps you so warm.

I am the wind,
that fuels this storm.

I am a smile,
to a stranger on the street.

I am a cupcake,
too pretty to eat.

I am a lake
for you to escape from heat.

I am a steak,
though I don't condone eating meat.

I am a girl,
the madonna and the *****.

I am stoner,
and so much more.

Everything is weak,
-that's why it all falls through.
Exactly what you need,
-strength and control!
Just try harder, a little more each day
to to be a little less like you,
different in so many ways!
Eat all the bad,
swallow it down low,
keep it all in,
never let it show!

Every time I breathe, or sigh, or sneeze
    it hurts.

Every time I wake up or fall asleep
    it hurts.

Every time I think, or remember, or dream
    it hurts.

Every time I miss you, or talk about you
    it hurts.

Every time I smile, or frown or cry, or try to laugh
    it hurts.

Every time I think someone is you on the street, knowing it's not
    it hurts.

Every time, always, relentlessly
    it hurts.

I'm just a stupid girl,
who fell for all your lies.
And now there's nothing left to do,
nothing to say but good bye.

You're just a stupid boy,
of course, the one for whom I'd fall.
And every moment spent with you,
I know meant nothing at all.

Some day you'll see,
like we all eventually do.
Some day you'll see what you missed out on,
and those mistakes will haunt you.

I've always known it was wrong,
that you were just stringing my along.
I allowed me to get used up,
and now I'm all gone.