Beebz The Queen: Poems

Sep 2014 · 341

alone.

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

alone.

the hope I had has become a crimson stain
from all the times I played your game
you thought I didn't know the risk I'd take
but you aren't the only one whose heart can break

we played each other back and forth
trying trying to defend our worth
we both moved on, two different lives
both of us.. struggling, striving to survive.

now and then I think of you
and how our love was never true
no more games or cheats or lies
I've taken off that whole disguise.

love in life and love in war
it took us places we've never been before
love in death and love in pain..
I'd rather stay here... ALONE... in the rain

please just got, you broke my heart
I love you just the same
*I will never forget your touch, your voice, it pains me to this day

Sep 2014 · 207

Untitled

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

Untitled

The moments pass by
almost as if I've been here before
I feel as empty as I started
but I thought that I'd feel more

nothing has ever hurt this bad
nothing has ever broken me
all this time I've felt chained
not once did I ever feel free

yet now I realize
I am utterly and hopelessly alone
I have no where to hide
I simply have no home

Sep 2014 · 397

the girl in the mirror.

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

the girl in the mirror.

that girl in the mirror
im sure it isn't me
im shattered and im broken
yet she looks carefree

her joy is showing
her smile is unbent
she is not down cast
she's never gone where I went

her laugh doesn't falter
that girl isn't me
her lip doesn't quiver
I think it's plain to see

she is better off than I
that lonely girl in the mirror
I fear looking away
fear she might disappear

I beg her to stay
and make her promise not to go
cause without her unbent smile
im not sure what i'd know

as the sorrow encloses me
as the doubt surrounds
I hear no comfort from the girl within
she makes not a single sound.

Sep 2014 · 266

he is gone

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

he is gone

the past isn't just the past
it's all I've left behind
every word and every moment
forever, painfully, engraved in my mind.
he is left in my youth,
a loved one come and gone.
I loved him is the truth
and his dark features had me drawn.
he joked and had cheats
but I spent each second
as though he'd never leave.
every second away from you
somehow feels like an hour
and every hour, now an eternity
I'd give up every eternity
for one more second with you.

Sep 2014 · 370

desire/fire

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

desire/fire

There is beauty in desire a bit of joy in false hope
happiness is strung like a rope around your throat
there is no light within this life
there is no cheer in pain and strife.

I see no point in smiling
when all were doing is filing
the pain we've suffered this day
and how we cannot forget yesterday

there is no happy ending, unless
we somehow find a way to address
that we aren't fulfilled by want and desire
and we truly deserve the fire.

Sep 2014 · 323

1,000 miles

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

1,000 miles

I can keep a promise a thousand miles away
as long as our hearts grow closer through every passing day
you're too far away to hold
yet I can feel you within my hearts mold
as our flames burn within
I wonder where it is you've been
I gaze into your eyes
but pictures aren't enough
I love you, no one can change what I say
I can still keep our promises a thousand miles away.

Sep 2014 · 977

Bride

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

Bride

I know this probably sounds crazy
but our love is not what it seems
I know everything about you
and you're always in my dreams.

but yet you love her
and I fade into nothing
I long for your touch
beg for us to be something

the way you look into her eyes
is how I pray you'll look at me
hold me close to you
and we'll drift out to sea

lose our pain in that ocean
deep within the tide
and you will love me dearly
and I will be your bride.

Sep 2014 · 415

confession?

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

confession?

I'm in love I must confess,
my love for you I cannot stress
they all tell me you're not the best
but in my mind you'll never be less
because I'm in love as I confessed.

but now I'm love bound
sooner or later I'll hit the ground
we watch as the stars above go 'round
this love is something new we've found
cause now he and I are love bound.

I'm nothing like you.
he has done things I never thought I'd do
you lied to me, but I remained true.
you broke my heart, I broke a few
well... it turns out I am like you.

my mind so full of hate
we met cause it was fate
but although what we had was great
I never planned on heart break
so now my broken heart is now full of hate.

Sep 2014 · 18.5k

Smile

Beebz The Queen Sep 2014

Smile

I hope that when you read this,
you think of me and smile.
Cause every moment spent with you,
was 10x worth my while.

I'm wishing I had,
maybe your hand to hold.
Wishing that you'd reach out
praying you're that bold.

You still blame me for everything,
and yet, still nothing I've done.
You're still too busy losing,
*but the battle's been won.

#smile

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