its strange how you shut me out
its baffling how you won't let me care
its aggravating that you're amazing
and you refuse to see the perfection there

its odd that you're so closed off
its weird that you don't even see
its frustrating that I fell for you
and you refuse to accept love from me

I don't understand how you can't see it
I don't know why you diminish your soul
I don't see why you push me so far away
and you refuse to realize you make me whole

We made an agreement
One we couldn't break
A promise to last a lifetime
Our relationship at stake.

You didn't read the terms and conditions
Backed out before the contract was through
****** me over again and again
But I guess the blame wasn't on you?

writing is the only escape
from the world around me that torments
writing my only safe haven
from the evil that's ever present

sometimes tears speak louder than any word you could ever say,
and sometimes scars help you see the pain that others have felt
some love can tear you wide open
and some hatred can make you stronger than you ever were before

i think it was on accident, but really who's to say?
you hand grazed my bare skin and its driving me mad
it somehow left me wanting you for the first time
ive never thought of you like this, is that bad?

baby you've got to stop believing the lies that you aren't enough
how many times do I have to tell you you're my everything?
day in and day out I'll you how much you are loved
how my heart without you is nothing

thank you for trying to save me
its really so sweet of you to do
but how are you going to save me
if you cannot even save you

I fell for you like a falling star
flew past you and you missed it
I was bright for that moment
I shone bright for a little bit