I'm sorry that I am the way I am
I'm sorry that you happened to fall in love with me
because now you can't stop
and it makes me feel horrible
because in my eyes
you fell in love with the wrong person
But I certainly didn't
I wish I wasn't a broken soul
I wish I can give you
all of me
but all I can give you is what I have left
I can only give you me
in pieces
the rest was left in the past and stolen by people
that were broken too
and needed to fill in their cracks and holes
I came to you because I knew you can make me whole
because even if I'm not complete
your the only thing that makes me feel like I am
You make me happy
to the point I forgot the feeling
of wanting to die
But a tsunami of feeling crash on me
when you call my name
I can't help to smile
and want to run to you
but at the same time
my heart breaks
because I know I'm not right for you
You deserve someone who
can give you all of them
not like me where
I can only give you me
in pieces


I'm sorry that I am broken

Your favorite place to go was the beach
when the sun set
While we walked on the wet sand
and the waves crashed on our feet
Your favorite thing to do
was to leave our footprints in the sand

But one day everything stopped

We no longer walked on the beach
and left our memories
One day you just lost feelings for me
and left

You found a new place to walk
and that was to out of my life

I can see now
why you loved to go to the beach
and now I can see
why you loved to walk on the wet sand
that's why I don't like to go there anymore
it reminds me of you
not because it was your favorite place
but because your favorite thing to do
was to leave footprints
but I forgot one thing
not only the waves crashed on our feet
but it washed away our tracks
the memories we left behind

And that was what you tried to do to me  
you tried to forget we ever happened
you erased me

That's why I don't like to go to the beach
because the waves reminded me of you
and the footprints reminded me of the love we shared
and it reminded me of
me