She said
I'm not beautiful
I'm a disaster
I'm destruction
I'm ugly

He said
No your not
that's what you see and try to believe
in your reflection
what I see is beauty
the same girl that never changed herself to be someone else
she's *******
especially in my eyes
I just cant explain how beautiful you are
you create the demons
but in my eyes
your angels destroy them

You are so beautiful
you are one of a kind
I cant help from noticing you
and staring into your eyes
your silky brown hair that flows down to your back
or the freckles on your face that lights up Gods place
and don't forget that beautiful smile
that you try to keep in a straight line
but you cant
because you love to laugh and smile
one phrase you like to say is " I'm fine "
I wish you were here
but your just an imaged that I made up in my mind

crying alone in the dark
looking at my body with so many marks
stroking my scars that people made
wishing they can all fade away
I get out from my corner
look in the mirror and see myself
grab the box off the shelf
take my friend out that brings me joy
slide the blade across my wrist
hearing the sounds of the devils hiss
crying with so much pain
while blood is pouring down like rain
I feel myself slowly drained
look up at the ceiling
praying to god to give me healing
this is sad that I have these feelings
I just want to be happy
I didn't choose to feel this way
this is because of all the pain
with laughter and remarks
all these cold hearts
hug myself with my ****** arms
take away this self harm
someday this suffering will come to end
and I'll hopefully go to heaven