Your face in my mind,
Crystal clear.
I can picture the small depressions
In your cheeks
When you smile
Or the wrinkles that gather
Like clouds to a storm
In the corner of your
Sunshine-bright eyes

But one day
I will forget it
And your face
Will be but a hazy memory
Covered by foggy clouds
And smoky glass
But i wont forget
The friendship between us
Stronger than any hurricane
Can put between us

Still,
I hope that that one day
Won’t come for a long time

I’ll cut off my ties
and forget your existence
I’ll forget I ever had you
And i’ll keep my distance
I’ll forget you, i have to
and everything about you
cause i can’t afford to have
something holding on so loose
hearts broken
friendships torn
how can't i
look upon you with scorn?
but ‘tis part and parcel
of having a crush
you think it is all fun and games
but you’ll end up being crushed

I should settle for less
but nonetheless
i kind of wished
someone would like me
like i liked you

My hair,
It strangles me
And leaves red marks
On my own neck.

My nails,
They scrape against skin
Peeling away flesh to give way
To my own blood.

My knees,
They buckle
And bruise themselves
To let my own skin scrape

My teeth,
They bite into skin
And blood drips from
My own mouth.

My words,
They float into the air
And reform
Into my own curses I whispered