i dont know what to do anymore

i will always love you

“Ant crawling up the wall
How do you know you won’t fall?”

“I have wings that support me
I am unconfined by gravity.
Don’t you have wings to support your all?
How else can you support your haul?”

  I am silent, for but a moment.
  Remembering from whence I’d known it.

  “Wings I used to have
    But now an empty back
      – is all I have left.
    I’ve abandoned my wings
   To gain my haul.
  Though, now I figure
   There’s no worth to it
      If I’m going to fall.”

Your face in my mind,
Crystal clear.
I can picture the small depressions
In your cheeks
When you smile
Or the wrinkles that gather
Like clouds to a storm
In the corner of your
Sunshine-bright eyes

But one day
I will forget it
And your face
Will be but a hazy memory
Covered by foggy clouds
And smoky glass
But i wont forget
The friendship between us
Stronger than any hurricane
Can put between us

Still,
I hope that that one day
Won’t come for a long time