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Barker Jul 2018
You don’t get a say in whether you’ll be hurt in love,
But you do have a say in who will hurt you.
So, darling, hurt me.
(C)ibarker
Barker Jul 2018
You see that’s the thing about pain,
It forces you to feel it.
When you embrace pain,
Then you can move forward from it
(C)ibarker
Barker Jul 2018
You take away the one thing that makes me happy,
That’s why I’m bitter towards you.
All my hatred and anger goes to you,
Because you tell me “We want what’s best for you. How can we make you happy?”
And when I tell you suddenly it’s my fault that everything is ****.
Then you say “Well we know what’s best for you. We understand what you are going through. We know what you feel.”
Well you ******* don’t.
You aren’t me and I sure as hell don’t tell you jack ****.
So, how do you expect me to be happy,
When all I am to you is a kid who can be ordered around?
(C)ibarker
Barker Jul 2018
I love you
So let me
Disappoint you

Because if
You love someone
Than you are
Opening yourself up
To them
And that means
Disappointing them
In one way
Or another

So please
Disappoint
Me
(C)ibarker
Barker Jul 2018
I know what you feel,
When you don’t feel anything
(C)ibarker
Barker Jul 2018
I want someone who’s hugs bring me back home
And the feeling of being overcome by happy memories fills my mind
(C)ibarker
Barker Jul 2018
Why do I always hate myself more after someone compliments me
Or says something nice to me?
It’s like my mind just shuts off and goes into reverse.
And ****
Why can’t i just be happy?

It’s because I believe that I don’t deserve anything but pain and suffering.
(C)ibarker
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