Oh am so scared
I sit all day alone on my bed
Got my pillow wet with my tears
Weeping for no reason

I beat my self all day
Starving myself thinking it will help
Rather i grow fat while starving
At night i pray for the night to pass by quickly
Thinking the day will be better
Yet another horrible day

I cry for no cause
What is it that make me so scared?
What is it that am afraid of ?
Yet i cant figure it out
I push people away
People that care and loved me
I push them away cos i wanna be left alone
Yet i do that for no reason

Am i scared of not having the life i deserved?
Am i scared of not having the love i wanted?
Am i scared of the hope which seems to fade away?
Am i scared of death
Yet the puzzle is left unsolved

What is it that am scared of
What is it that make me so scared
What is it that troubles my mind
What am i afraid of
The answer is me me me me ..................
Am scared of me
Am mad at me
Am ****** at me
I hate me
Ohhhh am so scared of me

when you love someone and not loved in return it hurts
but the worst that happens to someone is to love and not have the courage to let him or her know how you feel
sometime you meet few wrong people before you finally meet the right one
and when we finally meet the right person we dont take them for granted cos we are meant to be together
even when you are not in relationship with the person you love yet you found out you still care about him or her thats true love
sometimes we meet someone is meant a lot to us and finds out we are never meant to be together
sometime we kept our eyes on the closed door and we never have the sight to see the one which have been open for us
it is true we dont know what we have until we loose it
and also we dont know what have been missing
dont ever expect love in return
cos giving your love to someone dose not mean that person will give you back
allow the love to grow in there hearts but if it dosnt be contempted it grows in yours
never say goodbye if you still love that person
never say u dont love anymore if you cant let go
love is still there for those qho still hope
for those who have been disappointed
for those who still believe
for those who have been betrayed and
for those who still need to love

i love her and i cant explain it
her name is karin naude
a south african
sometime i try to wave her off my mind
i realised that i cant go a day without thinking about her
i cant think unless am thinking about her
i cant sing unless am singing about her
i cant live if am to live without her
she gave me a reason to write again
she gave me a reason to love again
when am alone i dont have to look for  cos she is always there for me
when am wrong she make things right
she is the love of my life

A good wife will always care
Always make her husband happy
Accept him for who he is
Love him and cherish him
Believe in him and stand by him when no one else dose

A good wife never mind when she sees her friends hoping from high class cars, jeeps rang rovers to another  
She hold him and take a walk with happiness and love
She is contempted with what she and her husband has
She always pray for her family before going to bed at night

A good wife
Even if storms come she still remain faithful
She know how to quickly forgive and forget
She will always stick with her husband no matter what
No matter how bad things are, she will always stick to him and believe in him
No matter how much her husband argue with her she ll stick with him till they work things out
She marry for love and not what she can get from her husband and never cheated on him

A good wife
Inspires her husband to greatness
She knows when her husband is not happy and also know how to put a smile on his face
She always know how to quickly say am sorry
Always turn her husbands bad day to a better day
A good wife is the best gift a man can ever get

Today is the day she was born
Press---- really who is she?
Ooooooohhh!! My sweet  Karin Naude

Press-----who is she to u
Good question, she is my love
My heart, my honey, my inspiration
The only one my heart longs for
The one I love and will always love
She is my everything, she is all I have and all I wanted

Press-----wow I can see how exited u are, so tell me more
Ooohh yes what more can I say about her  who take me for who I am
Even when I never believed in myself she do believe in me
When i was in the mood of despondency, she gave me hope
She always say to me, baby u can do it and I always find myself doing it

Press----- interesting, so what other thing do u want to tell us about her
Yes she is meek she is a  person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world

Press---- wow she got good heart
Ooh man good heart is understatement, I have never seen a word, I mean a single word to qualify who she really was

Press---- so what do u wish her in her birthday
I wish her the best in life,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied in million folds

Press--- isn't dat too much wishes for her,ooh man u just said national holiday
Yes nothing is too much when it comes to my love, she worth more than what I said, I wish I have more to say dan happy birthday my one and only Karin Naude
I love u so much

He was born in a log cabin
Faces lots of hardship from his childhood
He works in the farm after school to help his parent
He was a man of truth and honesty
He became a man of honour
A man full of reputation and dignity
A man who wage many wars which would have prolonged slavery
A man who propagated the end of slavery today
He tells the truth and yet people never wanted the truth
He cares and love the masses yet they loose faith in him
As a great Man he never stop his good deeds
He was hated by many because he was against slavery
As a great man he keeps pushing against slavery
He won
Free the slaves
And also free the union
A man who spoke powerful words
"With malice toward none; with charity for all; with firmness in the right, as God gives us to see the right, let us strive on to finish the work we are in; to bind up the nation's wounds."
He became the best president ever known
He hated war and destructions
Yet faced the worse crisis any president would ever seen
He later took war as the only means to free the union
Yet was murdered by people he cares about
Great men lives on
His legacy lives forever
His achievement speaks great of him
Farewell!!! Abraham Lincoln

You BLAME Him for being JEALOUS
of all of the other guys you talk to? You
could tell Him they're all just friends, but
yet, He still worries & He's still afraid  
to lose you because he cares .
Do you wonder why?
Because don't forget, you & Him started out being 'just friends' too & look where you both
are now, together as a couple. You both
became more than friends after being just
friends so in His mind, it's possible for
another 'friend' to come along and you
might start liking that friend the same way you started liking your Man now! So
understand your Man is jealousy.
Yes he might be over protective
Yet he cares