Kiss me
Please take me away from this pain
Turn back
Stay with me and help me breathe
Be mine
Save me from my own horrid life
I beg of you, Save me

I want to trace the full length of your tattoos
But I don't want to let his smooth skin go

I yearn to taste your lips upon my own
But I couldn't bare to part my body from his

I ache to breathe your breath, and feel your heaving chest
But I'd die if I let go of his hand, and accepted another man

I need to allow you to overtake me
But I must resist your deathly allure

I beg to press against your sensitivities
But I would lose myself if I left his

I'll fall to pieces if I can't wear you
But I wouldn't be here if it weren't for him

Never try to trick me with a kiss
Pretending that the birds are here to stay;
The dying man will scoff and scorn at this.

A stone can masquerade where no heart is
And virgins rise where lustful Venus lay:
Never try to trick me with a kiss.

Our noble doctor claims the pain is his,
While stricken patients let him have his say;
The dying man will scoff and scorn at this.

Each virile bachelor dreads paralysis,
The old maid in the gable cries all day:
Never try to trick me with a kiss.

The suave eternal serpents promise bliss
To mortal children longing to be gay;
The dying man will scoff and scorn at this.

Sooner or later something goes amiss;
The singing birds pack up and fly away;
So never try to trick me with a kiss:
The dying man will scoff and scorn at this.

Every one of us
Has broken down at one point

Baby, let me hold you one last time
Give me this chance to call you mine
I know you won't miss me
But I'll always yearn for you here

Baby, let me love you one last time
Give me this chance to trace your tattoos
I know you don't care for my innocence
But I gave it to you anyway

Dear, allow me to feel your skin
Let our bodies move once more with grace
I'll open myself to you once again
I'll entertain your wondering hand

Dear, allow me to wear your lust
Let our movements synchronize as we sigh
I'll release this tension within
I'll caress your face as you enter in

I'm so tired
I'm tired of chasing after you
I'm tired of guys leaving me
For my best friend
I'm tired of trying to keep you in my life
I'm just tried of you
I wanna tell you off and tell you to leave me alone
But I can't
I'm tired of trying to be there for you
When your never there for me anymore
I'm tired of crying
And I'm so tired of hurting everyday because of you

I can see light through the wall,
as it is wearing thin with age.  
It makes it even bleaker to exist here.