I have crushed flowers in my palms only to smell my hands and then step on the wrinkled petals. I have stolen hearts like the funny little things I took from the thrift store that I realised I never really wanted. I have left a bitter aftertaste in my ex lovers' mouths after seducing them to consume my poison. I have a propensity for bad intentions as a defense mechanism I can't switch off.

It's better if you stay away.

*AA

Do not look for bandages when your heart is bleeding
You will only drench it with your lonely
Do not force something out of nothing
Your pain is your responsibility

*AA

I will fall in love with you
I will drown in it

The spaces in between my fingers
will be homes for yours
My thighs will cushion your head
when you lose the battles of the day
I will listen with patient ears
as you whisper all your fears
You will live forever
in the eternal love I will give

I'm in love with you
I'm drowning in it

*AA

Death is so easy
one jump and you could end it all

The hardest thing is letting go
of all the beauty life has to offer

*AA

You were sad today
maybe you should
stop wanting to die

*AA