Black thoughts slide up my back Broken mind remembers. Those days darkness took Draining the joy out. Slowly my mind slipped Stopping even you. The one mind that memories Mild and sad. Do not reject nor Need too live.
Laying on a couch. With the world. Spinning around you. No chores, tasks, worries, only calm. Every muscle still. Though the mind. Runs faster, faster. Until finally, stop. Sleep, my love
It's 00:41 and my heart Is pounding out of my chest My breathing is fast and shallow I can feel my throat tighten up The bed is shaking because of me Me and someone else No, not the one you're thinking of Not a lover An abuser Someone who is ******* my life up With his mind games and tricks He's not a good person I don't even think he is one He is inhuman I call him Hell You might know him as Anxiety