Amelie

Amelie Feb 2013

After all that we've been through
After all the things you've said
After all the nights spent crying over you
After all the time spent alone in my bed

I can say now, for real,
And I'm so sorry I have to tell you this,
But I'm sure, and I know,
That I just can't forget you.

Amelie Feb 2013

Shut up.

Why do you keep on complaining
When I can't do anything
To make your whole life better ?
Seriously, what's the matter ?

Why do you keep on screaming
When you know I'm just pretending
To listen to what you say,
Seriously, get out of my way.

Why do you keep on swearing
When people have done nothing
To make you call them a ***** ?
Seriously, walk out the door.

Why do you keep on singing
When you know it's annoying
To everybody around you ?
Seriously, I thought you knew.

And here we are, mum,
You're standing in my way,
Yelling at me once again ;
And I'm just not giving a ****
Because you can spit all your hate on me,
I will never change my attitude,
And you can keep threatening me,
I'll never do what you demand me to,
'Cause you know what, I'm not your slave,
You can't use me to do your ***** work,
Even though you can take all my belongings away,
I will stay here with my only pen,
And write all the truth all over my walls
Then on the floor
Then on my body if I need to.

You can't hold the truth in forever.

JUST LET ME BREATHE, holy mother of god !

Amelie Jan 2013

Life from A to Z

A** chance to speak,
Beneath broken sheets,
Caught out in moment,
Dying deep inside.
Evaporate tension,
From little or no knowing,
Growing up alone,
Half loved and half resented.
I come to conclusions,
Just before my death,
Keeping me in memory,
Like you always promised,
Missing me in silence,
No more mourning of past,
Of regrets and despairs.
Promise me you’ll use what I learnt,
Question the decisions of others,
Reluctant or not,
Stay away from their paths,
They only lead you to their futures,
Unknowingly you end their second,
Valiant but alone,
Where you spend life in wandering,
Xrayed life,
Your future makes up nothing
Zorbing inside of your own bubble.

January Masterpiece !

Amelie Jan 2013

At war

Today
You got out of bed
You got dressed
You got out the front door.

These may seem like small things,
But when you're low
Or depressed
Or at war with your mind,
These small things are massive achievements.
So I'm telling you.
Well done.

RubyEtc

Amelie Jan 2013

Welcome to Hogwarts

Oh you may not think I’m pretty,
But don’t judge on what you see,
I’ll eat myself if you can find
A smarter hat than me.

You can keep your bowlers black,
Your top hats sleek and tall,
For I’m the Hogwarts Sorting Hat
And I can cap them all.

There’s nothing hidden in your head
The Sorting Hat can’t see,
So try me on and I will tell you
Where you ought to be.

You might belong in Gryffindor,
Where dwell the brave at heart,
Their daring, nerve, and chivalry
Set Gryffindors apart;

You might belong in Hufflepuff,
Where they are just and loyal,
Those patient Hufflepuffs are true
And unafraid of toil;

Or yet in wise old Ravenclaw,
if you’ve a ready mind,
Where those of wit and learning,
Will always find their kind;

Or perhaps in Slytherin
You’ll make your real friends,
Those cunning folks use any means
To achieve their ends.

So put me on! Don’t be afraid!
And don’t get in a flap!
You’re in safe hands (though I have none)
For I’m a Thinking Cap!

harry potter fandom

Amelie Jan 2013

I am not depressed

I am not depressed.
I can still smile at pretty things
And laugh when jokes are funny,
I can still talk to people
And enjoy nice days.

But when I go inside,
When I'm all alone,
There is something broken.
And I fall into a sadness so sweet
That it engulfs me.
I look in the mirror
But I don't like what I see.
And the tears always fall
When I'm falling asleep,
Because I miss something
That doesn't exist.

But I am not depressed,
I've just been sad for a while.
Although I can still find the light
I can still smile.

Amelie Jan 2013

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I won't make you cry
Tonight, sweetie I swear,
I'll make sure you're alright
Running my fingers through your hair.
I'll lie down on your bed
Next to your sleeping body,
A soft kiss on your forehead
Will turn your nightmares into dreams.
I'll rest my hand on your waist
To protect you from all the bad things,
A whole night spent in my embrace,
The jealous monsters won't dare to come here.
I won't make you cry anymore,
If only you give me the chance I need
You will never walk out the door
On this one, I feel I can be trusted.

nothing's wrong with the world, only with yours