Homage to that gorgeous girl you saw today,
Who smiled at you and asked for a cigarette,
That girl that you will never see again,
And still, you haven't stopped thinking about her yet.

My brain's torn apart,
Full of the things you've said.
But I guess you don't really care anymore
About how much I'm hurt.
If you knew how I spent the few last nights,
Crying my eyes out, emptying my body
Now I'm empty.
I've given you everything ;
My trust, my passion, my heart, my love,
I had reorganised all my life
Depending on what you were doing
Or where you were going.

Oh I don't thing you realise
Or if you can even imagine,
The pain I'm going through right now.
Every time I hear a song, it reminds me of you
Every time I get a text,
I hope it's from you.
I wish I could call you when I miss you,
Like I used to do when we were together.

The hardest part in all of this,
is thinking that I will never be able to hold you
in my arms again,
Nor tell you I love you
and that I wish you were here with me.
I just want to taste your lips just one more time.
Spend the night with you, curled up in your arms,
My head would rest near your neck
Our fingers would be tangled,
again.

I can't stand to see you now,
I'm so hurt. If only you knew.
I can't believe you asked if we could stay friends,
Have your feelings for me died ?
I'm so sorry I ******* up everything
once again.
I keep talking to you inside my head,
I don't understand.
I must be going crazy.

Look at me now,
There's nothing left.
I still wish you would take me back.
I just want to crawl down at your knees,
Telling you how much I miss you
I'm so sorry I'm so weak,
I can't stop thinking about our moments together
Our first kiss is my best memory
But every second was source of joy.

Please forgive me for being so madly in love with you,
Now I'm just trying to pick up the pieces
of my broken heart.

The rain woke me up in the middle of the night,
I looked at you sleeping peacefully
Tried to take the sheet, but you held it too tight,
I thought the world was opening up to me.

So I got out of the bed, walked out of the room,
Willing to see the world but not feeling so well
On my hands, there still was your perfume
I left a note on the table, as a farewell.

Finally outside, take a deep breath,
I keep telling myself "It's okay, it's alright"
Now I need to leave, go far away from Death
I have to walk under the moonlight.

Deep inside my mind are running ideas
Of what the world really is like,
Only a spark could take it down in ashes
Only happiness will make you stop the strike.

But first you have to find happiness,
And where to in this cruel world ?
You have to search and search again, unless
You've already found the rarest of pearls.

Leaves are cracking beneath my feet,
And I can feel the thin, cold breeze
The wind whispers with every heartbeat
With only myself, I'm feeling at ease.

Walking barefoot like Gandhi
Alone under the deep dark sky
With only stars for company,
I suddenly feel the need to cry.

This is such a beautiful night,
And yet nobody takes time to see the world like I do
People live blindfolded all their lives,
They cannot see the beauty, and neither can you.

You think about your problems and look for a solution,
Is this really the meaning of your life ?
Everybody constantly is in motion,
It's like they need to worry to survive.

Hit the pause button, even rewind if you need
You're avoiding something real somehow
Don't think, just watch, worry is a ****
This is a wonderful world, you just can't see it right now.

She's walking barefoot on the beach
Leaving behind her footsteps in the sand
Her skin's the colour of a peach
A red flower in her hand.

The sun is goldening her hair,
Her eyes remind me of the sea
Her sweet perfume floats in the air
Eveybody's staring.

Her floral dress softly beats on her leg
The jealous wind tried to undress her,
Singing "Love me oh, love me I beg"
The sun hides behind a whisper.

I watched you entering the room
Out the window of the second floor.
I walked down the stairs soon,
And met you to surprise you more.

Only lit candles on the table, no lights
And a red rose, to symbolise passion.
I wanted to have a romantic night,
To apologise for my actions.

Looking surprised, you made no sound,
But I guessed you were happy.
A nice melody in the background,
A smile on your face ; just you and me.

I walked in from behind you,
Made no noise and took you in my arms.
I said "Good evening", you said "I love you",
We kissed, no harm.

We ate face to face, alone and together
Staring right at each other's eyes
Me who wanted to make everything better,
Brighter colours were now in the skies.

I'd rented a movie, we watched it on my bed
Not until the end because, well, we're in love.
We cuddled, we kissed, no words need to be said,
I bet jealous angels watched us from above.

They say romantic nights are the best,
I can not say it's not true
But for my personal interest,
It's the little things that make me love you.

I haven't seen you for two whole weeks,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I haven't dried off the tears on your cheeks,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I broke my promise once again,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I left you waiting in the rain,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I don't remember everything I should,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I forgot to call you when I said I would,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I'm way too busy to talk to you,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

You're mad at me for everything I do,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I hurt you all the time, always,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

You show me your love in so many ways,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I know you can't take it anymore,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

I know you're gonna walk out the door,
But I don't mind, no I don't care.

If you want to leave, go.
I won't follow.
I don't mind, no I don't care.