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Amelie Jul 2011
Hey dad.
I hope you're having a good time in Heaven
I hope you're not mad
And I hope I will be forgiven.

I just want to tell you I miss you,
Nothing is right when you're not with me
My heart is dying and I know it's true,
I need you in my life, I'm going crazy.

Look, I bought you flowers
To beautify your new home,
It doesn't look nice with all these fissures,
But does it really matter, now that you're gone ?

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that.
But you must understand, I'm just really sad
Our separation still makes me cry at night,
Please come back... I miss you, dad.

You know, I keep thinking about
Some moments I was being really evil,
I'm really sorry, and there is no doubt
That I wouldn' do it again, I would be an angel.

Well, now I'm just stood there,
Talking to myself, crying,
Watching the empty air,
I better get going.

It was really nice to talk to you today,
And the roses look very nice on your grave
Next time I come, I'll throw them away
Time is something you can not save.

Goodbye now, see you next week
I'll buy different flowers if you want me to,
Don't forget that our love is unique,
Au revoir papa, I truly miss you.
Amelie Jul 2011
Two shadows, lying down on a bed,
Staring into each other's eyes
Holding hands, nothing needed to be said,
Love takes people higher than the skies.

Silently, the first shadow
Wraps her arms around the other one
And kisses her, but she doesn't know
That her friend is now wearing an invisible smile.

The two shadows, you understand
Are you and me on that special night
Don't say anything, just hold my hand
And feel the beat of my heart.

Eyes closed, I can feel your fingers
Quickly running down my back,
I suddenly grab your arm, nothing else matters
It always gives me a heart attack...

Then I just try to get away from you,
My face hidden behind my hand
I keep saying I'm sorry, and this is so true
But I always come back to you under your command.

When you softly kiss my cheek
With an inaudible sound,
I go crazy and it lasts for weeks,
I go deeper and deeper into the ground.

In my head, there are so many voices
Saying how much I love you over and over again
Should I say it out loud ? Do I even have the choice ?
Oh God, you're taking control over my brain...

If only I could tell you how I really feel
When your lips slowly touch mine,
I just keep thinking that this can't be real,
It's really hard to define.

It's like an explosion in my head,
In my heart, my soul, my whole body
If you want to **** me, then go ahead
I'm all yours and I would die happy.

And now our fingers are entwined,
I keep wondering if I'm dreaming
Well if I am, and if love is a dream,
Then let me sleep and wake me up in the morning.

I never thought I could ever love someone so much,
But now that it happened, I'm asking for more
My heart is raging at your touch,
My face feels your caress, which I adore.

As I'm slowly falling asleep,
Wrapped in your arms, enjoying my youth
I can hear you whisper ''I love you, darling''
There is nothing else I need to know, your love is enough.
This is a poem I wrote for my best friend, my everything, my source of inspiration.
Amelie Jul 2011
I know it's not right,
But I can't stop thinking of you
Everyday is an internal fight
Never felt something so true.

I swear I'm not talking about teenage love
Something that is going to disappear tomorrow
You became all I can think of
My love for you is the reason of my sorrow.

I shouldn't feel something like this,
But I think it's a feeling I can't fight
I just want to hold you, I just need a kiss
You melted the ice all around my heart.

Forbidden love, I call your name
You took control over my soul and my brain
I love you and I'm the one to blame
Feeling so strong that is causing me pain.
I have to admit though, it's a beautiful feeling...
Amelie Jul 2011
Tell me - What's actually going on between us ?
I'm not sure whether I like this or not
It makes me so happy but I lose my focus
There's something strong but it's not my fault.

Tell me - What's the nature of our relationship ?
I'd like, just for a second, to get you out of my mind
It oppened my eyes and now I can't blink
There's something strong that I can't define.

Tell me - Do you believe in love at first sight ?
I know I do, it's happened to me
It's going on inside of me, an internal fight
There's something strong and I want to break free.

Tell me - What are your feelings towards me ?
I don't think they're as true as mine for you
It really is going to drive me crazy
There's something strong and nothing I can do.

Tell me - Is that what they call 'Love' ?
I am so scared and have so many regrets,
It became the only thing I can think of
There's something strong that I can't forget.

Tell me - Why do I act so shy around you ?
I am so open and talkative with other people
It's weird how a simple feeling can become so deep and true
There's something strong but it's drowning my soul.

Tell me - How exactly would you describe us together ?
I can't say what I think, all my thoughts are gone
It has been chasing me since a tuesday in September
There's something strong but I want it to leave me alone.

Tell me - What's about you that makes me forget the others ?
I'm really confused by all those different emotions
It is gonna **** me if I don't find answers
There's something strong and I can't find reasons.

Tell me - Why do I miss you so much when you're not here ?
I always feel hurt, but I don't know who to blame
It better go away, let me live, disappear
There's something strong that's causing me pain.

Tell me - Why am I pretending that everything's fine ?
I still remember holding your hand through the whole night
It was cold and your fingers were slowly caressing mine
There's something strong but it's killing my heart.

Tell me – Do you think I have wasted too much time ?
I've been wondering for too long if you'll ever be mine
It's hurting me now, I think the time has come
To reveal my feelings to you, and maybe we will share some...

And here I am, waiting for your answer
Shaking in the dark, eyes wide open with anxiety
Will you say ''no'' and try to forget me ?
Or will you say ''yes'' and be mine forever ?

— The End —