What's wrong dear child
You've been cut free
There's no one to rule over you
Not even me
I freed you, yet
You act as if you still had strings
Are you helpless on your own?
Did your parents never teach you
You're never completely free
Not even when grown
What did you expect?
Everything you want?
Dear child,
Abandon that stupid prospect
Don't be a fool
Your fairy tales aren't real
The stories aren't true

I am not the freak
I'm not the disease
I am the one who never got a chance
I'm the one who's always on their knees
I need a teacher
Teach me about friends
You can lie to me all you ever want
My naive brain would never comprehend
I gave you my heart
Put it on your shelf
But now you tell me you don't want it
All you've taught me
Is how to hate myself

A little light has been shown to me
In the dark, and yet I see
A spark so bright, it burns my eyes
And burns the hate inside of me
I was lost until that light
Though this light isn't mine
Don't leave me yet
I'm waiting for the sun to shine

I know you'll never look at me
I know you'll never care
But I still dream
So I'll never leave your hair
My feelings never change

It's in your eyes
Something silver, something bright
When I look at you
I find the light
You bring me out of the cave
The dark I was in
Please look at me
Give me the love I crave

The twilight dawns
It breaks the sun
Its fires die
The moon's undone
It's hell on earth
My love is gone
Bring back my love before the sun

Don't know
Where I am
Where can I go
If anywhere at all
I want to go home
But where is my home
but a house
Where all I do
Is sit alone
I cry, or won't
Just sit there, numb
Come up with sad words
Or a song to be sung
Memories come
But never go
Kick and taunt me
Make me feel low
Throw me into a pit
A never-ending hole
Filled with despair
As I fall to no end
Lungs empty of air