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Ashton Jul 2016
God works in many ways.
God has a path for us all.
Sometimes life brings you down.
Down..
Down...
Further than the deepest oceans.
But there are miracles
Blessings..
I call them angels
But they're different.
They're angels without wings.
Other people call them soulmates.
I beleive they are much more.
Sometimes they are the ones who
Supports you.
Helps you.
Saves you.
They are..
Angels Without Wings

~by: M. Blade Wilson

(My cousin)
Ashton Jul 2016
My mind
My body
My soul
All starved
All on the brink of destruction
But no one seems to hear my screams
My agonizing pain is getting to be to much
But no one seems to even notice
But thats life right
Its unfair
Its unjust
Right
Thats just ******* life
Ashton Jul 2016
They point the finger at me
They say everything is my decision
But they shove me down when i do decide
They tell me im not smart enough
And when i point out  they made me feel
As if i wasnt good enough
They tell me they didnt do anything
They say i shouldn't listen to them
They say that they were "playing"
Knowing **** well they weren't
They act like they have no blame
They all act that way
And the ***** that is suppose to be there for you
Goes along with them
And expects you to ******* be there for her
No *******
Im no longer helping you
Whenever you ger suicidal dont ******* call me
And dont try to tell me i was never there
I was always there
I was the one taking blow after blow
I even took the blows going towards you
And you never once took a blow
Dont come calling on me
Dont ever ******* come to me again
Im sick of being walked on and ****
So *******
Im done taking the blows for you
Just for you to take me for granted
I hope you see how much i did for you
Ashton Jul 2016
Im tired
Just ******* tired
Tired of doing everything
Tired of keeping everything together
Tired of nothing ever being okay
Tired of not having someone to hold
Tired of being such an irrelevant *******
I wanna ******* matter
I wanna have a place to ******* stand
I wanna be able to be loved
I wanna be able to happy
Ashton Jul 2016
Why
Why didnt they love me
Why didnt they want me
Why did the people who were suppose to protect me
Harm me
And why doesnt anyone care
Why wont anyone help
Ashton Jul 2016
...
You never cared anyways...
No one ever does...
Ashton Jul 2016
They will never know the beasts they  created...
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