Ashton

Ashton Jul 2016

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...
...I want to feel wanted...
...

Ashton Jul 2016

Him

Him...
Him...
Him...


Thats literally all i can think about.

Ashton Jul 2016

Special

See
You're the only one who...
Who has ever made me feel wanted
You make me feel like i matter
Like i am cared about
See i dont get that very often
So whenever you do it
It means alot to me
Like...
I never felt special before you came along

Ashton Jul 2016

Love

I love
How you look at me
I love
How i can be myself with you
I love
How you bring out the best in me
I love
How you can turn my day around with just a laugh
I love
Well...
I love you

See love may just be a word but we all make our own (very different) meanings for it and mine well my meaning for a while wasnt good at all but now its just perfect love isnt the person and it isnt a thing yeah its always been a feeling but only certain very certian things can make you feel it truly #love #hope #him #always #10.19.15
#forever

Ashton Jul 2016

Alright

Its alright
Everythings alright
I mean thats what they say right
Well maybe its not alright
Maybe im crying every night
Because nothing is alright
Dont tell me its alright when clearly its not

Ashton Jul 2016

Myself

I am what i never wanted to be
Im the monester under the bed
Im the one i hide from
Im scared of me
But i cannot escape me

Ashton Jul 2016

Everyone deserves

See
Everyone deserves happiness
Some of us are just shoved into ****** up situations
And we have to be the ones to make ourselves happy
Yeah its hard
But not impossible
You just have to change your mindset
Quit blaming yourself
And ******* care about yourself

Zach. Its okay not to be okay but dont ever hate yourself.
Like **** happens but itll be alright as long as your still breathing.