you shattered my heart.
it didn't even hurt this time.
because honestly,
i don't know that it ever healed from that last time.
what hurts.
what is still causing me pain.
is that you cared so ******* much.
and now,
i am in more pain than ever,
and you don't give half a ****.
*honestly i'm afraid you might find a little bit of joy out of it.
do you have any idea how bad it hurts
to have been cared and loved whole heartedly
and then somehow i do something to change that entirely.
it hurts a ******* lot.